If not us, who? If not now, when? | Muke Clemmings

Chapter 5

Song ideas for this part:
- All the same - Sick puppies
- Bye bye bye  - 'N Sync

When she finished I was so done. She looked at me and smiled: "Well, I'm sorry for not being 5 Seconds of Summer, but, will that pass?"
"It was lovely Em!", I was trying so hard to not show how breathless I am.
"Awe thank you!", her eyes shinned and my heart was melting.
She put down her guitar and crawled closer to me, pulling me into a hug.
"Thank you", she whispered, looking into my eyes, "and... I know what you want to do."
"What?", I whispered, acting like I don't know what is she talking about.
"You know what am I thinking. Do it.", she whispered and smiled.
I leaned a bit and... I kissed her slowly. I felt something strange is happening in my body and I knew that was it. We stopped kissing, just to take a deep breath. Emma smiled. Oh my  God she is so beautiful!
"I... I have feelings for you...", she whispered, bitting her bottom lip, not really sure if my answer will be as she expected.
"...I love you.", I said, making it official to two of us...
She smiled, still laying on my chest...
"Oh fuck.", she said and smiled.
"What's wrong?", I was a bit confused.
"The movie.", Emma said, laughing.
"Oh well, never mind, let's watch 22 Jump Street!", I insisted.
"You are such an idiot.", she said rolling her eyes.
She moved a bit, so both of us were staring in the ceiling.
"This is...just...so weird.", I couldn't find the words to describe the situation.
"Yeah... Like...We knew each other for years and we decided just to watch movies but end up kissing?", Em laughed softly.And I laughed too... It was... incredible... and I'm glad my little crush on her isn't in vain... We gave up on movies and just laid there, talking 'bout nothing... Like always...But this time... It was different.

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The next morning I woke up Em wasn't next to me. I looked on my phone and it was 9am... I still laid there... too lazy to move....but then I remembered: Michael is over here. I must see how is he doing. I went downstairs, and saw Em making breakfast. She was still in her pajama and Michael was still on the couch, he was like I - just woke up.

"Heey bro...", he was feeling awkward, I can smell it.
"Hey how are you?", I sent him a small wave.

Emma turned around and smiled. Michael looked confused a bit.

"I'm...fine...", he was feeling like shit, I know it.
"Headache?", I was walking now to him.
"...a small one...", he put his hand on his head.
"He'll be fine, he will drink some tea so...", Emma wanted me to worry less, but I really can't. This little asshole over here is my brother.
"Em I don't want to drink or eat anything, I already told ya.", he moaned like a little child, causing me to laugh.
"It's not funny!", Mikey almost yelled at me.

I sat down next to him and whispered: "Is everything fine?"
"Um...yes...", he was whispering 2
"Michael...You know you can tell me everything...", I wanted to make sure he is feeling fine.
He nodded: "Yeah...everything is fine..."
"You don't seem too well last night...", I continued.
"I...just got drunk, that's all. Believe me, I'm-", Em yelled: "Hey! What are you hiding from me?!"
"Nothing babe.", my Angel face always work
Michael sneered: "We were talking about your butt."
"What?!No!", oh shit Michael, this girl right there will kill me for your words.
"Michael! U idiot!", she laughed and set the table, "Come here you jerks!"
We were eating in silence but I this time it wasn't awkward... I don't know if it was 'cause Emma was here... I think Michael is a bit better... He is just looking tired..
"I should really keep going... Thank you for helping me last night...", he felt again uncomfortable.
"Always bro!", I nodded.
"Do you want to come with me, just for a minute?", there was something on his mind what was followed by a serious look on his face.
"Um...sure?", we got up from the table and went to hallway.

"Yes bro?", this time I was the one which is confused.
He was looking at the floor. "Are you guys....um...a couple?", he finally spoke.
I wasn't talking to Emma should everybody know that we are a couple but, Michael is not everyone.
"Well..um...actually...we are...", I smiled softly.
Michael looked down at the floor again and then looked back at me, his eyes were full of tears. I think it's cause of last night... Then he looked up to me sending me a small wave and making his way to the door, quiet and slowly, like fog. I was standing there... I don't know why... some strange feeling was getting over my body... I was lost in my own thoughts 'till Emma came,"Babe?"
I flinched, "Oh...uh... Yes?"
"Are you okay?", she was making small circles on my back with her soft hands. That was giving me goosebumps.
"Yeah... Sure... Why not?", I didn't wanted to speak. I wanted to kiss her and forget about every single thing that was making me feel weak... but... I know it wouldn't help...
"You are looking like you are somewhere faaar away...", she continued.
I rolled my eyes, "Nah... I'm okay. I'll have to go home soon... We are having a practice again today...Do you wanna come?"
"I'm coming!", Em acted like she is really excited to go on the practice with us.

ღAuthors noteღ
Here is the new part, IK it's not Friday or Sunday but...idk I felt like sharing lol
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