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Thursday 22nd August

This is it. This is it. Holyyyyy fuckkkkkk. Oh my fucking God.

Results day.

It's finally here. Holyyyyyyyyyyy-

"Hey" Billie clicks her fingers in front of my face. I snap out of my panicked trance and look over to her.
"You're going to be fine" she grins at me.
"You're right I'm going to be... fuck Billie I can't do this" I cover my face with my hands and let out a frustrated sigh.
"Relax... it's 3:00am. There's still hours to go"
I take a glance over to her alarm clock and then realise that it is, in fact, three am.

Ohhhhhhh my LORD.

"Oh my god. Oh my shitty shit shit" I run my hands through my hair and bury my face in the pillow.
"Baby, deep breaths" Billie then proceeds to use some sort of meditation technique on me which didn't work at all.
"In" she closes her eyes.
"Out" she makes an O shake with her lips and blows air out of her mouth.

"Billie, this isn't helping" I huff and cross my arms over my chest.
"Fine. Be ungrateful" she rolls her eyes and shuffled back underneath the covers, wiggling her legs around.

"Do you mind?" I groan and her eyes snap open.
"No. I don't mind"
I roll my eyes and face the other direction, closing my eyes.
I hear her tossing and turning so I place the pillow over my head in an attempt to muffle the sounds.
She doesn't stop to I roll over and glare at her.
"Billie for Christ's sake."
"What?" She smiles sweetly at me.
I sigh and close my eyes again only to be disturbed by Miss. O'Connell.
"Billie Eilish Pirate Baird O'Connell. I'm getting fed up with you now".
"Okay mum" she snickers and then wraps herself around me. "Mmmm comfy" Billie says into the crook of my neck.
"You won't be comfy after I yeet you off of the bed.

———

I sit up sharply, pushing Billie off of me and waking her up too.
"THIS IS IT" I realise and slide out of bed. Billie grumbles and scratches her head before sitting up and watching me panic.
"Calm down" she yawns and stretches before playing with her bed head hair.
"I can't." I get changed into some blue ripped jeans and a white tank top.

Billie slowly gets dressed and follows me downstairs.
I pick up the bowl of cereal from last night and eat what's left while Billie eats from the other bowl.
When we finish eating, Billie drives us to the school.
She parks in the the car park and we walk up towards the hall where we took our exam.
Well, Billie walked and I - sort of - ...skipped?

I enter the main hall and look around. When I spot the table that my envelope was on, my heart speeds up.
Billie joins at my side after picking up her envelope.
She notices my nervousness and takes a hold of my hand, kissing it comfortingly.
"You're going to have done amazing in your exams. I know it" She whispers and walks over to the table with me.

I bite my lip as I pick it up. Billie counts down
"3...2...1"
We open the envelopes at the same time, eager to find out our results.
"Oh my God" I grin as I look down at the piece of paper.

———————————————————————
Madeline Benson

Candidate Number: 1204

Psychology B
Chemistry   C
Sociology A
English Literature A*
———————————————————————

I look up at Billie who's staring wide eyed down at her paper.
"Holy fuck I thought I'd fail" she says breathlessly, chuckling slightly.
"What did you get?" I ask excitedly.

"I passed them all with a B!" Her eyes light up and she picks me up, spinning us around and then kissing me lovingly.
"I so proud of you" I mumble before pressing my lips against hers.
Billie puts me down and I go to find Ella's results because she couldn't make it today as she is heavily 9months pregnant and going into labour.

Which reminds me, I should be there right now.

"Oh crap" I grab her results and drag Billie behind me to her car.

———

Thursday 22nd August, 10:35am

The sounds of his cries fill the room.

At the weight of 7 pounds and 4 ounces, Benjamin Isaac Turner was born.

Happy tears escape my eyes as he is placed onto Ella's chest as she looks at him with pure love in her eyes.

"That was traumatic"

I glare at Billie and say through clenched teeth "shut up".
I watch as Ella cuddles him gently and strokes his back.
"This is so beautiful" I sigh and sniffle quietly.
"Yeah, it is"

I turn my head to face Billie again, only to see a few tears of her own slip before she quickly wipes them away.
"Billie you're so sof-"
"Stop - Don't go any further" she holds a finger up to my lips and continues to watch the scene in front of her.

———

"Do you want kids one day?" Ella asks me and I nod as I watch Billie rocks Benji slowly and cuddles him on the other side of the room. My heart melts just watching it.
"Maybe in a few years" I smile to myself and return my attention back to Ella.
"I thought I'd never see the day where Billie would go even remotely close to a baby" she laughs slightly and I nod in agreement.
"It's taken a while to convince her that they're not devil spawn"

"I'm so in love with her" I look over and see Billie stroke Benji's cheek with her index finger and I smile uncontrollably.
"We should get going though" I smile sadly and stand up from the chair. I walk over to the bed and give her a soft hug before going over to Billie.
"We have to go, Bil"

"What? No. I'm not leaving" She furrows her brows.
"Yes we are" I chuckle "Give Benji back to El"
"Nooo" she whines and kisses his head.
"Billie" I try to hide the fact that I basically just did heart eyes "give the baby back"
Billie huffs and waddles over to Ella before passing him carefully to her.
"I love you, Benji Boy"

"Come on" I giggle and drag Billie out of the room.

We celebrated for the rest of the night, her singing to me softly under the stars.

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