Hate

four

"Zachy wake up. We have a flight to catch." I shift in my sheets, my face scrunching up.

"I'm tired." I mumble.

"I know buddy but you have to get up." I sit up tiredly, rubbing my eyes. I was still in my clothes from last night.

"Here change into these. You'll be more comfortable for the flight." I glance at the clothes he sets on my bed, making me realize, this was in fact not my bed.

"Um thanks." I get up from the bed, quietly changing in the bathroom. I bring my arms around my body anxiously when I realize there was no hoodie. Without asking, I steal one from Jonah's closet, slipping it over my head.

It was huge on me and I loved it. Someone clears their throat and I look up, blushing when I see Jonah glancing over my body.

"You ready to go?" I subconsciously bring my arms over my body, Jonah noticing.

"Y-yea. Um I can take it off I'm sorry." I say, going to remove the hoodie.

"No you're fine. I don't mind. It's cute. Let's go yea?" My blush deepens and I follow him out of his room, sliding on my slides that were by his door.

"Your bag is already in the van." I glance at the elder, thanking him quietly. We get in the van, all the boys looking at us. I blush, getting in the back, sitting between Jack and Jonah.

Jack immediately takes notice of my attire. I just kinda sit there, trying not to fall asleep as Jon takes off. My eyes slowly droop, closing before opening again. Soon I feel a hand guide my head to a shoulder and my eyes close. Jack's scent filling my nose. God I loved his scent.

"Sleep bub." He whispers, running his fingers through my hair. I hum in response, falling under quickly.

"Guys?" Jack says quietly.

"What's up?"

"So um I was doing some research last night and I read that people with anorexia or uh eating problems tend to sleep more. Due to not getting the nutrients from food you know and then I kinda realized Zach sleeps a lot. At first I thought nothing of it but then I realized, he always changes in the bathroom and he's always wearing a hoodie. So he quite literally could be starving himself and we wouldn't know.. I could be wrong but at this point I just don't know anymore."

"Should um should we look?" Jonah asks nervously, breaking the silence.

"Yea. Check while he's sleeping." I feel my hoodie being lifted, and then my shirt, my pudgy tummy on full view.

"Holy shit he's thin as fuck. You can see his ribs." Sure okay. I shift in my sleep but my sweater doesn't go back. Instead I feel fingers running over my chest and stomach, causing my face to scrunch up. The movement stops and my face relaxes.

"Guys what the fuck do we do?" I could feel my lips part, soft snores leaving my lips.

"We make him eat. We support him and show him he's loved." I feel Jack pull me closer to him and I let him.

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Zach curled his hair and Jack cut his off I'm- WHY

Also hey hi I'm not dead hehe just slacking a bit 🤷🏼‍♀️

Anywho- Crawford (I don't know if y'all know who he is but-) messaged me on younow and deadass told me he loves me and like I almost screamed in Walmart.

Also I spent like $100 on hoodies yesterday. I need a boyfriend so I can stop wasting money on hoodies and just steal his-