~(Y/N)~
"Just go away!" I snap before slamming the door. I turn away from my door and cross my arms, I was so upset, but not with Levi but with myself. I felt like no matter how hard I tried to keep my space tonight, he would pull me back.
If I hadn't been pushing him away tonight he would've probably been in my bed for the second time. Our relationship would've gone in a full circle then. I didn't regret accepting his offer to go out on a date if anything it was rather nice for the first part before... All that. But the little voice in my head telling me that the only reason why he wanted to go out was so we'd both end up in bed together.
Moments passed as I stood there looking at the floor. It wasn't Levi who was the problem in this scenario, it was me. Out of my own fears, I pushed Levi away because I expected so little of him after the first meeting. Assuming sex was all he'd ever need or want from me, but I was wrong and now I blew my shot at having someone other than my dog.
I look back at the door wishing he was standing outside it waiting for me. But all I heard was silence, and I hated it.
~Earlier That Evening~
Running around my house I was filled with anxiety. Worried about how I looked and how this night would end. Rushing back into my room fully dressed I brushed my dress through one last time and pulled on my heels. God, I knew I shouldn't have told him I was willing to try and go out with him.
While fixing my hair, I hear the doorbell ring and turn my head in the direction. My anxiety only grew worse, one last look and I felt unsure. I let out a long sigh as I grab my bag and coat before leaving my room, I rush up to the front door and open it.
There he stood, sporting his usual tux, but it was slightly different from the one he wore at the office. On the coat pocket was a single red rose and the top button of his white shirt was undone. "You ready?" he asks me.
I turn back wondering if I should take a little more time to prepare but then turn back to him and purse my lips together. "Nope," I answer he extended his hand out beckoning me to go, quickly I step out and close my door then lock it. He stood beside me patiently waiting, when I had finished locking up I turn to him and he held out his hand for me to grab. I look down then back up at him, I didn't take his hand, I simply walked forward to the exit.
It was rather rude of me, but I tried to tell myself it was better this way. To casually date the man I could do, to be in a full-blown all feelings kind of relationship with him was something I was afraid of.
When we made it down to his car I slid in first before him, I slid along until I reached the other side of the car behind the driver's seat. I look out at the window up at the skyscrapers around my building. My heart pounding, when I heard the door shut it seemed to get worse. As the car drove off my right knee began to shake up and down, my left hand tapped on the seat while my eyes looked out the window.
I could feel Levi's eyes on me, which made my fingers tap fast. But it all suddenly stopped when I felt him grab my hand. I heard as he slid over until our thighs were pressed against each other. Quickly I turn my head to face him, he brought the back of my hand to his lips and kissed my knuckles softly.
My face heated up instantly as I turn my head away from him in embarrassment. This is gonna be a long-ass night.
~Time Skip~
The date had gone as I expected, rather horribly. There was no talking, then to make matters worse, our waiter spilled wine all over my dress, so not only did my one dress I owned get ruined, I didn't have anything to change into so I sat there damp after leaving to the restroom to clean up.
Thankfully though Levi did offer me his coat to hide it. At my front door, I turn back and hand him his coat. "Thanks for tonight," I say, really I wanted to say tonight was just bad, and that I wanted to sleep it off, then forget it ever happened.
"Really? I thought it went terribly," he says, I chuckle softly.
As I turn to my door to go in, Levi quickly grabbed my wrist and spun me around to look at him again. Then I stepped back, my back pressed into my door while his hands rested on the door trapping me between his arms. "I'm not finished with you yet. I've still got an important question to ask you," he says.
I stood there nervously again. Please let the question be something stupid. He smirks at me and starts to move in. "Will you... be my girlfriend?" he asks. My heart stopped right then and there, the question I had been dreading the answer because I didn't know.
"L-levi... I don't know." I say softly.
He nods and bites his bottom lip. "What else do I need to do? To prove to you that I don't want you just for sex?" he asks, that's when he got down on his knees and took my hands into his.
I was speechless. "(Y/N) I haven't seen anyone else since you. And the thing is I don't want anybody else." he proclaims.
My hands shook in his, his words slowly melting my heart. It's not like he was my boss anymore, and yet I was still hesitant. "C-can I just think for a bit?" I ask.
Levi quickly stands and looks at me confused. "What more is there to think about? Is there somebody else?" he asks.
I place my hands on my head. "I just... I don't know okay?" I say, really I was just trying to get away so I'd have time to process.
I begin to open my door and walk in, turning back he stands there with an annoyed look on his face. "Can we just talk? You're always pushing me out-
"Just go away!" I snap before slamming the door. I turn away from my door and cross my arms, I was so upset, but not with Levi but with myself. I felt like no matter how hard I tried to keep my space tonight, he would pull me back. With being in the car when going and coming back.
If I hadn't been pushing him away tonight he would've probably been in my bed for the second time. Our relationship would've gone in a full circle then. I didn't regret accepting his offer to go out on a date if anything it was rather nice for the first part before... All that. But the little voice in my head telling me that the only reason why he wanted to go out was so we'd both end up in bed together.
Moments passed as I stood there looking at the floor. It wasn't Levi who was the problem in this scenario, it was me. Out of my own fears, I pushed Levi away because I expected so little of him after the first meeting. Assuming sex was all he'd ever need or want from me, but I was wrong and now I blew my shot at having someone other than my dog.
I look back at the door wishing he was standing outside it waiting for me. But all I heard was silence, and I hated it.
I drop my stained dress in the laundry hamper and pull off my shoes with a sigh. I needed to get my dog out of the kennel in my room. I was headed off to my room after putting a robe around my naked form when there was a knock at my door. With a sigh, I turn back and rush back to the door to tell Levi to go home.
As I swing the door open he rushes in. I rush back until I ran into the table. "You're scared. You hadn't been in a real relationship in so long that you've closed yourself off." he starts.
I remained silent and stared at the floor, this only made him cup my face in his hands and force my head up. "Well let me tell you this now, there is no reason to be scared. Not with me," he says. Before I could say anything else his lips crashed into mine, everything was happening so fast that I didn't know how to react. I didn't fight him back, instead, I slowly eased into the kiss and kissed him back.
My heart began to pound again like it did earlier tonight. But not for the same reasons. Maybe this was something more. Love? Because it was anything but business.
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