when my love stops

.9.

two days later ; 6 a.m.

Y/N P.O.V

The loud ringing of my alarm clock I was torn from my sleep. It was Monday morning and I had to go back to work, I had no desire and strength.

For some time I have not heard anything from The loud ringing of my alarm clock I was torn from my sleep. It was Monday morning and I had to go back to work, I had no desire and strength.

For some time I have not heard anything from Jungkook which worries me. Has he given me up, so easy? A small pain crossed my left chest and I slowly opened my eyes. With my hand I tried to catch the alarm clock to turn it off. I sighed loudly and sat up in bed, rubbing my eyes.

I did not have a long time why I immediately picked myself up and went to my closet. I picked out a black, tight skirt and a white, simple blouse. Going to the bathroom, I put the things on the bed and finally got ready in the bathroom.

After getting dressed, I made myself a black coffee and have to yawn for a long time. It's been a long time since I was so unmotivated to work. But the whole argument with Jungkook robs me everything of my last strength and vitality.

With a sigh, I drank the last sip of my coffee and put the cup in the dishwasher. I took one last look in the kitchen to see if I had forgotten anything and then took my bag and keys to get on my way.

at the work ; 9 p.m.

Jungkook P.O.V

Sighing, I dropped the papers to the ground, I could not concentrate all day. With my thoughts I was, as always, only at Y/N. What is she doing? Does she think about me? Does she miss me as much as I miss her? All these questions are buzzing around in my head, but I never get an answer.

I dropped into my chair and looked out of the window into the city center. Suddenly my door opened, my best friend and co-worker entered my office.

"I have some new files here that we ha-..." Immediately he saw my downcast look as he turned his eyes towards me. I turned my eyes to him, sighing again.

"Jungkook, what's wrong with you?" Jimin took a few steps closer to me.

"Is it still because of Y/N?" I just nodded in silence, unable to speak.

„Why don't you just forget her?" my head shot up, his question shocked me visibly. Forget Y/N, is he stupid?

„You're so stupid Jimin, how could I forget her?" I sighed out loud, and took a look at the picture of me and Y/N, which is standing on my desk.
„When she's the best thing that happened to me in my whole life and I haven't felt the love I feel for her for anybody else before. You think it's easy to move on, go on another date with some other girl? No it's not, Jimin. It wouldn't be the same. My thoughts would be every time at her. She would always be in my mind. I couldn't forget her, she isn't replaceable. There's no girl out in the world who could be like her. Fuck it, no girl is rudimentary so perfect as she is. It's just like you want to replace one of your parents with someone completely different. It would be impossible to feel the same way and all you do is missing them and wishing that it would be like it was before. She brought out someone in me that I actually like and nobody else will ever be able to do this. I want to spent my whole life with her until my last breath, I don't want anybode else on my side instead of her, ok?"

My eyes went back to Jimin, with my hand I hold the picture. He looked down, feeling bad about his words. I know he just wants to help me, but nobody can help me in this case. Only Y/N can do it.

"I'm sorry Jungkook, I didn't know ..." but I interrupted him, didn't t want to hear an apology.

"It's Okey Jimin, I know you're fine."

"Let me buy you a drink as an apology today, as in the old days." For a moment I thought about his offer, did not know if this was the right time for it. But what stops me? At home I just sit around alone, eagerly waiting for my wife to come home.

I stood up from my chair, reducing the distance between me and Jimin. I smile at him gently, hug him fraternally and pat him on the back.

"Why not, hyung." Smirking, he turns away from me, wants to leave the office, but stops again.

"She will come back, I know it. Your love has always been stronger than anything else." And with that he left the room, closed the door behind him and left me thoughtful. I went back to my desk and took a last gaze on the picture of me and Y/N.

A little tear ran down my face, I love her so fucking much. My life has never been the same since I met her. She's the first girl that made me go crazy and made me fall in love with her, and I don't regret it anyways. For me, she's different from other girls around the world. She's special and so perfect, her cute little smile makes me happy every time I see it. A day without Y/N feels like a year without her. She's like a rainbow, she's colorful, magical and beautiful and that's the reason why I love her...

- love -
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A deep tend, strong feeling
of affection toward a person;
an intense emotional attachement
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..sequel follows..