when my love stops

.20.

Y/N P.O.V

2 weeks later

This morning I woke up very early, feeling very sick all night, so I could not fall asleep. Turning off my coffee cup on the counter, I look at the clock. 7 o'clock.

After a long time, Jungkook finally comes home today, and I can not wait to take him in my arms again. After the day at the gynecologist, Jungkook once again wrote me a message in the evening.

in the past

Jungkook:
Hey Y/N, you seemed a little bit upset later. Is there anything you want to talk about?
19:45

You:
Yeah of course...
20:30

Jungkook:
Baby, you can tell me.
20:32

You:
It's just...
20:32

I really miss you..
20:33

Jungkook:
Honey, I miss you too. Every day and night
I'm thinking of you and our little baby.
20:35

You:
I'm sorry for how I spoke to you earlier..
20:36

Jungkook:
No need to worry, I just want you to feel healthy. I do not want us to argue, I never want to lose you. That's my biggest fear of losing you. Please never leave me.
20:38

You:
You're the best, I love you.
I will stay by your side forever, promise! <3
20:38

Jungkook:
I love you even more, sweet dreams baby. <3
20:40

Hesitantly, I put my phone away, should I have confronted him with it? But I could not prove anything.

The idea that he might have betrayed me with my sister terrifies me. I do not know how I should or would react to that. It would break my heart.

But what if that really was the truth? What if my husband for three years cheated on me the night I sat in our room, crying? What if it was not the first time he was cheating on me. What if he has lied to me over and over again?

What if he played his love for me?

Damn what I think there, I should trust him. He gave up so much for me and fought for me. Then he doesn't do something like that.

I breathe heavily and lay down in my bed. Without him at my side, the apartment feels so empty and deserted. I really miss Jungkook.

in the present

I thought a lot about that night, and many thoughts whirled in my head. I never worried so much, I know he would never do that. But it just does not let me rest, it's like being trapped in that thought.

I suffered for a long time from these worries and thoughts. Every morning it was the first thing I thought about when I woke up. Every message, every call from him made me think of it. And also on my condition it worked out, I could barely sleep and ate less.

I have to get that idea out of my head, forget it.

Lost in thought, I notice that I have received a message and immediately look at my phone. A small smile forms on my lips.

'I'll be home in 20 minutes, baby.'

20 minutes later

The ringing of the bell rang through the apartment and I hastily got up from the stool to open Jungkook's door. Opening the door I immediately see his bright face, I missed his smile so much.

"Jungkook ..." I sob and suddenly burst into tears. All feelings come up in me, I just missed him so much.

I throw myself in his arms and hug him tight, afraid to let go of him every second. I let him go for a short moment. His heartbeat calmed me immediately and I feel as if all worries have been forgotten.

"I missed you too little." He gently strokes my head and gives me a kiss on it.

I feel the butterflies in my stomach, it's like the day I first saw him. "I am so happy that you are finally back." I say, slipping my arms even more around him.

"My angel, I'm back, and I will not leave you anymore." he assured me and gently took my face in his hands.

The next moment I felt his lips on mine, the kiss was tender. It was all that I needed so much, all that I longed for in the last few weeks.

at night ; in bed

Relieved, I cuddle myself even more Jungkook, so I needed his proximity. "Our baby has grown very beautiful." Jungkook strokes small circles over my baby bump and smiles at me.

"It does not take long anymore." I assure him and put my hand on his. "Next week, my sister is doing the Gender Reveal celebration." I tell him enthusiastically. "I'm very much looking forward to it darling."

He gives me a gentle kiss on my forehead and strokes his thumb over the back of my hand. Everything is just perfect right now.

"Oh, I forgot something else." he suddenly gets up, a cold runs through me. I quit and whiz a bit and immediately pull the blanket up.

I hear Jungkook laugh and feel like the bed lowers next to me. "Here, I bought it when I was in town." I sit up immediately and take the small box in my hand.

"When I saw it, I immediately had to think about you and could not help but take it with me." he grins as I slowly open the box, see a small sparkling chain.

"Wow Jungkook ..." I marvel and hold my hand in shock at the mouth.

"That's beautiful, but why a swan?" I examined the chain more closely and took it out of the box. Jungkook took it from my hand and sat behind me. "Well, it reminds me of our very first date ..." he brushes my hair off his shoulder and gently lays the necklace around my neck. "... when we went by boat over the lake and you almost flew into the water." He starts to laugh and I playfully hit on his foot.

"I love you, I will love you forever Y/N." he finally puts his head on my shoulder and wraps his arms around my waist from behind. Slowly we sink into the bed, I lie between his legs, a warmth overcomes me.

"I love you too, forever." I connect my hand with his and enjoyed the moment of togetherness.

...sequel follows...