when my love stops

.17.

Y/N P.O.V.

It was already evening when I stepped out of the shower and looked at myself in the mirror. My baby belly is now a lot bigger, and my concern is growing.

I feel a little uncomfortable in my body, afraid to present myself like this. I turn in the mirror, look at the side profile and stroke my stomach.

What if Jungkook does not find me attractive anymore? Maybe he is ashamed for me and my baby belly.

I sigh a little, trying to get the thoughts out of my head. Dressed in my clothes, I leave the bathroom and enter our living room. Jungkook has been in Daegu for two weeks now and I am starting to notice how depressed I am without him.

Suddenly, I am torn out of my mind once more as my phone suddenly lights up and begins to vibrate.

With quick steps I go to the counter and take it in my hand to see that Jungkook calls me.

A small grin forms on my lips and I am pleased to receive the facetime call. Immediately I look into his beaming face, I notice how my body immediately relaxes.

"Hi sweetheart." He greets me happily and puts his phone on his bedside table, he is lying in bed right now.

"Kookie, I miss you so much." I say immediately and pout what makes him giggle.

"I miss you too, both of you." he smiles warmly.

"How is our baby, has it grown again?" he continues, his eyes widening with excitement.

I start to hesitate a bit, look down at myself and finally back to him. "Yes ... yes it grows gorgeous." I stammer something and bite my lower lip.

Jungkook smiles happily again. "I want to see your baby bump."

My eyes widen for a fraction of a second, I notice how I get very restless. "I don't know, what if..."

He seems to notice my restlessness, his expression softens. "Baby, look at me."

My eyes are a bit glassy, ​​I look into his. They show so much love, they literally sparkle in the light.

"You do not have to be ashamed of anything, you should be proud, I think you're beautiful, with and without a baby bump." he says softly through the microphone, and I notice how easy it is to grin.

"Thank you, Kookie." I reply and change the point of view of the camera.

I stand in front of a large wall mirror in our bedroom and pull my top up a bit to give him a good look.

"Wow.." his eyes widen suddenly, joy can be seen in them. A small tear forms in his eyes, pure happiness speaks from him.

And I have to grin throughout, consider myself in the mirror again. But this time I have a very different view of the baby bump. I like him.

For the first time, I noticed, how beautifully shaped he is. I suddenly feel things that I've never felt before.

The feeling of becoming a mother. And it's a wonderful feeling. The thought of carrying my own child inside and holding it in my hands one day makes my heart beat faster.

"You look beautiful Y/N." says Jungkook, his eyes still in a trance on my stomach.

"Yes. Yes, I think so too." I reply cheerfully, because I think I'm really beautiful.

I like the little belly, it makes me incredibly proud.

"I love you, Jungkook." I mumble and look at him over the mirror.

His smile widens and gets you even more up in his bed.

"I love you much more, princess."

I bicker something and throw myself on our bed behind me. I yawn up softly and close my eyes for a moment.

"Somebody is pretty tired." I hear his words whispering from the speaker.

I just mumble for a moment and turn to the side, placing the phone in front of me on the blanket.

"Go to sleep my angel." he says warmly, whereupon I slowly nod and smile slightly.

"Good night Kookie." I answer with a sleepy voice, almost a murmur.

"Good night Y/N." he chuckles as he finally ends the call.

I crawl up in my bed a bit more, cuddling myself happily in my warm blanket.

My hand rests on my baby bump and I draw small circles around it.

„I love you so much my little baby, and your father also does. You're the best thing that happened in our life and I couldn't be happier than I'm now." I mumble, slowly falling asleep...

...sequel follows...