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Y/N P.O.V

The next morning I am awakened by the ringing of my alarm clock. Groaning, I taste for him, turn it off the first time.

Like every day, it's hard for me to get up, my baby bump just grew that way.

Finally, I open the jalousie and look down into the city. A thick layer of white snow covers the streets and makes everything look much more winterly.

"Hmm, you're probably going to be a winter kid." I whisper as I put my hand on my stomach.

---

After a relaxed breakfast with my sister in the city, we decided before the gynecologist appointment to stroll through the city. She seemed particularly depressed today and suddenly she stopped in front of a building I know.

"What's up Yumi?" I ask worried and stand next to her, take a closer look at the building.

Even from a distance it is noticeable, it stands out very much. And suddenly it occurs to me, this is the bar the Jungkook always visited.

Somewhat confused I runzle my forehead. "Here I met the guy." she explains to me, some sadness is heard from her voice.

My eyes widen. "When was that again?"

"Huh?" Yumi is now confused, but decides to answer anyway. "The night you and your husband had quarreled." she says.

Fear spreads in you.

What if Jungkook was the one she slept with?

What if he had cheated on me the same evening?

What if it was just a lie.

You look at your phone, see if he has tried to reach you.

Nothing.

He did not even call you, did not even write you a good morning. What if he's with someone else?

No this can not be. He would not do that. Or?

"Hey Y/N?" Yumi shakes your shoulder, looks worried. "Is everything okey with you? Is something with the baby?"

You shake your head in confusion. "N-no." you stammer something, you do not know what just happened.

"When we talk about it, we should be on our way slowly." Yumi explains to you as she takes a look at her wristwatch. You just nod briefly, and finally go your way with her.

You take one last look at the bar, then lower your head to the ground.

'I hope it's not the truth.' you thought, heading to the doctor.

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Together, you sit in the waiting room when you suddenly get a call. You apologize briefly to Yumi and disappear in the women's room to accept the call.

"Hi?"

"Hey Y/N."

"Oh, it's you." You say, you try not to acknowledge your sadness.

"Of course, who else?" he chuckles on the other side of the line.

"How was your day, honey?"

"Oh, yes, very well." you answer monotonously.

"Jungkook, can I ask you something?"

"Sure, go ahead."

"Me and Yumi passed the bar today, where you used to be often." you say, you feel a little bad.

"Yes what's up with it?" he says curiously, his voice suddenly sounds so different.

"Well, I wanted to know when you were there the last time." you ask, your voice is getting quieter at the end of the sentence.

You hear him breathing heavily at the other side of the pipe, clearing his throat.

"I- I'm not sure." he explains. What does he have so suddenly?

"I..."

Suddenly someone opens the door. "Y/N come, it's your turn." Yumi suddenly bursts in.

You nod briefly, turn back to Jungkook. "I have to go, see." you say tight.

You take the phone from your ear, but you still hear his last words. "Yeah, I love you too." he sounded disappointed, depressed.

You hang up, hiss once. You do not want to be so harsh with him, but you have the feeling that he is hiding something. And this feeling just will not let you go, it eats you up.

You enter the shrill room together with Yumi, everything is designed in bright colors and you feel very well right away. "Hello, how can I help you today, Mrs. Jeon?" asks the doctor cordially and firmly presses my hand.

"Well, I would like to know the sex of my child." you explain and smile at her weakly. Would Jungkook just be here now ...

"Well then we check it up." she says, smearing some of the gelatinous liquid I know on my stomach. I jerk briefly, why the doctor giggles.

Curious we look at the monitor, waiting for the message from the gynecologist.

"Well in advance, your child is doing fine, it grows and how it should be." she says smiling and moves the ultrasound machine down a bit more.

"Mhhh I have it .."

"Please tell my sister." I break them. She looks at me confused for now, but then agrees.

The doctor packs the device back to its original place, gives me a cloth to wipe the gel on my stomach.

"We are back immediately." They explain before they both leave the doctor's room.

I look around a bit, would wish to have Jungkook here now. He holds my hand and talks to me well. We would be happy.

Are we still that?

...sequel follows...

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