unwanted

Chapter 5:love him

Now she miss Jane ,she picked up her phone and dial her number ,after the second ring ,she finally pick it up

'Hello' Jane replied from the other side of the phone
'Jane'she called a smile tugging on her lips
'Hey whatsup 'Jane replied seeming happy herself
'Nothing,I miss you '
'Oh girl,I miss you too, up for shopping tomorrow'
'Yeah,it been long we spent time together'
'Yeah,I will come to your house tomorrow by 8 so get ready before then'
'Jane we are going shopping not work 'she said mentally rolling her eyes at her friend love for shopping
'See you tomorrow ,bye,love you '
'OK,bye,love you too '

Typical Jane, good at ignoring people, she hug her pillow and slept off

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She open her eye when she felt someone shaking her,she new it is Jane when she open her eyes to peak at the person,she groaned burying her face deep in her pillow.
'Jane go away ,I want to sleep'she protest as she feel Jane pulling her leg
'No,now get your ass up and take your bath we have a long way to go'
'30 minute please 'she begged not wanting to leave her bed yet.
'No ,get up now  or I will drag you to the bathroom'
'OK fine'she sighed giving up and dragging herself out of the bed

She stood up and walk to the bathroom, take her bath ,she wore a blue sleeveless short gown and a black hill ,letting het hair fall.

She pick her black purse and walk out of her closet ,they walk out of the house and off to the mall,VS and lot more

Jane literally drag her everywhere and make her buy everything ,now they are arguing about buying a green swim suit

'Jane I don't need this ,I have a lot of it in my closet 'she protest praying her friend will listen to her just this time and give up about buying the swimsuit for her,the swimsuit is beautiful and if it is in other circumstances,she would have bought it at first glance but the swimsuit practically shows all her curves.

'No dear you are buying this whether you like it or not 'Jane argued putting it in the pile of clothes in her hand

'No I'm not buying this'she said in a firm voice but knowing Jane won't give up
'Believe me you will thank me later ,come to think of it, this is Kenneth's favourite colour and you have a swimming pool in your house ,try to swim with this when he's around and let know what he think about you'Jane said voicing out her thought,she didn't want to get it because its Kenneth color,what will he think of her if she wears it?,he will probably think she is trying to seduce him,she didn't want that ,she knew she love him but she would not want to get his attention with her body.

'No ,I don't what him to love me by seeing my body I want him to love me for whom I am'she said her smile dropping from her face.

'Smelling something here, let my guess..... OMG Joan you love him'Jane said,she knew she love him but saying it out will make it more real.

'No ,I don't 'she denied avoiding her friend gaze.

'Yeah keep denying it while it shows in your eyes and you are ....blushing' Jane said rolling her eyes at her friend

'OK fine ,I love him but I have to keep it to myself because he doesn't feel the same way'she said knowing she has no way out of it,Jane will get the truth out of her.

'Why did you say that ?'Jane asked curiously
'I'm unwanted,he told me I'm unwanted,I have always wanted to give our marriage a chance even before I realized that I love him but that hold me back and now that I knew that I love him,its even hard for me,so why will I try to make him notice me knowing I'm unwanted'she said finally forcing her thought out to her friend.

'Omo ,I'm sorry OK,I never mean to make you sad 'Jane said hugging her friend ,she knew it hurt to know that the one you want doesn't want you,she has passed through it from her parents .