Poems

untitled pt. 2

i'm not a fool.
i perfectly know
that soulmates don't exist;
and even if they did

you wouldn't be mine.

did you really think
that i would like to stay with you forever?
did you really think
that i would never get tired of you?
if you actually thought about these things
maybe i'm not the fool
but you are.
even so
i wish i could've stayed inside your heart a bit longer.
if not even the person who gave birth to you is able to stay by your side forever
then nobody is.
but you still have room in your heart
for your dear family.

i certainly never fed you
nor i gave birth to you.
the only thing i did
was probably
keeping being clingy
and wanting to stay by your side as long as possible
but the doors for your hearts were closed.
your body carelessly trapped me
but then you got tired
and you threw me away.
are you happy now?
are you happy that you used me like a whore?
do you feel better knowing that i won't pester you for the rest of your life?
if you're happy
if you're satisfied
then, i'll be happy too.