Words are not enough to tell the whole world,
that I am very lonely.
But I have to keep my smiley face on so that people won't worry.
These rough nights had been keeping me awake but I know the thoughts going in inside of my head are nothing but negative thoughts.
But that doesn't mean I can't think of it anymore.
I have friends, my family who are there for me making me happy, yet every night there would come a time where I'd say it feels lonely even with all the company that has been given to me.
Still, I ponder with all these thoughts; pushed them at the very back of my head.
Yet, its as if they have these little feet to where they crawl their own way back in the very core of my brain.
I am not sad that I realize there really is only me.
The loneliness echoing through the four corners of my room but at the same time it feels calming.
Even more comforting, maybe because I've gotten so used to it. Are there other people that are like me?? Im too afraid to ask and so I'll just continue to think.
YOU ARE READING
Ikigai
PoesíaWhat does it feel to just exist? No more no less. You're just there existing. A display to be seen but never understood. Endless thoughts flooding your brains, questioning every move you once made.
