A Twisted Fate - A Jeff The Killer Story [BxB]

Chapter 7

• Kyler •

I've been here for a couple weeks now and If I'm being honest I don't like it very much. I can tell Laughing and Eyeless Jack don't particularly like me and the only 'friend' I have is Jeff but even now we haven't talked in a while. He's always going out late at night with Ben then not getting home until very late, sometimes even a few days later.

Anytime during the day he would either be asleep or out training with the others. I mean obviously he's known them longer then he's known me, everyone here are such great friends and I'm just kind of there and as stupid as it sounds I feel left out and basically ignored that no one ever wants or asks to do anything with me.

I don't really talk to anyone else besides Slender but it's only the simple things like good morning or thanks for dinner.

I usually just sit in my room all day by my self drawing or listening to music and looking out the window. Sometimes I go on walks but I'm only aloud to go if Im accompanied by someone else, Slender's Rules. He says its so he can make sure I stay safe so unfortunately walks aren't typically something I do often, more less because no ones ever here or no one wants to hang out with me. They can say their "busy" all they want I know the real reason. Who wants to hang out the Kyler The Stupid Human.

Right now I was sitting up in my room on the bed just writing notes to myself then ripping them up. Ashton told me about this and said to it when ever I'm feeling down so that I won't resort to doing harmful things to myself or others. I finished writing the second note and read it over.

Dear Ashton,
I miss you a lot, I wish I could see you again and be back home with you, mom and dad. I've been doing what you said by writing the notes but it just isn't working that well with out you here to comfort me or keep me motivated. I feel so alone and left out all the time. I don't like it here and I want to go back home. I feel so empty, I have no one. Why did I have to get taken away? I just want to leave ..

I felt my eyes well up as I read the last line then ripped it up into tiny little pieces. I knew compared to Ashton I would never be the favourite but it doesn't mean I don't miss home.

I grabbed my other note and looked at but instead of ripping it up I put it in the back of my sketch book where it won't be touched.

I stood up from my bed and brushed the paper bits off my clothing and cleaned them up and threw them away. I rubbed my eyes so the evidence of me being a home sick little bitch wasn't as obvious and then walked out of my room.

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I lay downstairs on the living room couch under a blanket watching some weird food infomercial by my self. No one else was home and I had the whole place to my self and all I do is watch TV. How creative, but theres really nothing else do to. What do you expect, for me to raid all the food and run around naked?

There wasn't really anything to do, I'm not aloud to go outside alone and the only other thing I could do was go draw but I didn't want to get up, I was to comfy not to mention drawing is all I've done the past few weeks I've been here, I love it but Im getting sick of it, plus this Infomercial was pretty good.

Though it was making me hungry.

I sighed and got up anyways doing a big stretch and walked into the kitchen to get a snack. I opened the fridge and grabbed an apple and took a few bites, walking back to the living room. I heard the sound of foot steps from outside and my first instinct was to hide.

It could be Intruders.

I ducked behind the counter and sat there holding my breath trying to not make any noise once the door opened. I heard the sounds of Jeff's voice followed by Eyeless Jack and Ben. I relaxed a bit knowing it wasn't some one trying to kill me. Though that's an ironic thought due to we're I'm now living.

"Kyler! I'm back!" I heard Jeff shout but I didn't say anything I just stayed quiet behind the counter hopping they wouldn't find me.

"He's probably sleeping or something, come up to my room we can all hang out." I over heard Eyeless Jack say. Great, yet another thing I get excluded from.

I've been told I tend to over think everything to the worst case senerio but I know EJ doesn't like me, you could be blind and still see it clear as day, and now that me and Jeff are roommates I swear EJ is trying to keep Jeff away from me and keep me from having any friends. And who knows maybe there gonna go have some nasty three some.

I peeked around the corner just as I saw EJ grab Jeff's hand and lead him upstairs with Ben following behind them.

I felt myself start to feel down but why the hell do I feel like this, why should I care that Jeff is hanging out with his friends. I'm acting like a petty high school girl getting jealous over her friend showing interest in some one else.

Maybe its cause I just feel left out.

Again.

Once I heard a door slam I knew they were in EJ's room so I got up from behind the counter and I walked upstairs quietly to my room trying not to make any noise as I tip toed down the hallway.

I saw the door to my room was slightly open a little bit and I went to walk in when I saw Jeff sitting on the bed with my sketchbook laying on his lap and my note that I wrote this morning in his hands as he read it.