A Twisted Fate - A Jeff The Killer Story [BxB]

Chapter 16

• Jeff •

I sighed and rubbed my forehead, I walked into the living room and face planted the couch and let out a groan.

"It's okay Jeff just let him have some time to calm down then go talk to him." Masky reassured me. "But next time don't take pictures of him, that was an invasion of his privacy."

"When you say it that way it makes this whole situation sound ten times worse." I said as I sat up with a grunt. "I just don't like when he's mad at me, I hating fighting with him."

"Then go talk to him about it Jeff, you know what you did was wrong so there's your start, admitting to it."

"Look, thanks for the pep talk Masky but this isn't girls were talking about here."

"What do you mean?" He gave me a questioning look and didn't seem to impressed with my response.

"When you're in a fight with a girl they always want to hear that their right no matter what."

"So you're saying what you did wasn't wrong?"

"No Masky I'm not saying that at all, look Kyler's my boyfriend I know how he works, he doesn't like to be alone for long periods of time, I'll wait till he comes down stairs and talk to him then." I reassured him. He did say to give Kyler his time to calm down so obviously when he comes back down he will be calm enough to talk.

"Honestly Jeff if I was you I'd go up and talk to him now, you need to start taking things like this more seriously." I looked over at him with a concerned look. "You keep saying you don't want to hurt him but you keep doing shit like this and don't even bother to see if he's okay. At this rate, Im gonna put it bluntly, you will lose him."

I looked away from Masky as I took in and thought about what he had said to me. He's right I mean I keep saying I don't want to hurt Kyler or do something that will make him upset but I still do shit like this and I don't even bother check on him.

That one day when I walked in on Kyler after he hurt himself I hated seeing him that way, I hated hearing and seeing people treat him like shit to the point where he felt the only way to deal with it was to hurt himself at the expense of others.

But am I that bad?

I do love Kyler, I mean I never thought I could love a person as much as I love him but I keep making this relationship hard for him and I don't want to lose him.

"Jeff, are you okay?" I faintly heard Masky say as he nudged my shoulder. I looked up at him and he looked at me with sort of a surprised look.

"What?"

"I've never seen you cry before."

"I'm not crying." I said sternly.

"We'll your eyes are glassy, you look pretty damn upset."

The thought of losing Kyler, I never took it seriously before because I never thought it would happen. We don't really fight but the few times we have its not over stupid petty shit like not texting back or leaving the room a mess.

It will be about something important and I take it as such a joke, I try to play it off like Im the victim and I expect Kyler to run to me and say how he's the one that's sorry but I'm always the one causing the problem. 

Masky is right, I know what I did wrong I have to take responsibility for that.

"Jeff?"

"I have to go talk to Kyler." I said not even giving Masky a chance to fit a word in after, I got up from the couch and ran up to our room, as I approached the door I heard voices from inside and music playing but I couldn't make it out. I pressed my ear against the door and heard faint singing from inside, I quietly opened the door and saw Kyler sitting on the floor at the side of our bed, he softly sang along to the song he was playing and ripping up a piece of paper into tiny pieces.

I knocked on the door to get his attention, he stopped singing and looked at me.

"Kyler can I please talk to you." He nodded his head and turned off his music, I walked inside and sat on the bed so I was looking down at his tiny figure. "Look Kyler I'm sorry, I shouldn't have taken that picture with out asking you and I sure as hell shouldn't have set it as my lock screen, you were right anyone could see that and I shouldn't of done it. I've been acting like an ass to you lately and it's not fair to you and I'm so sorry." I kept looking down at him waiting for him to say something, anything but he just stayed silent picking at bits of lose paper that was scattered all over the floor. "I don't want to lose you Kyler call it being cliché and sappy but its true."

"I'm sorry too Jeff." He finally said after a moment of silence. He stood up in front of me and I pulled him into a hug.

"Kyler, you don't need to be sorry."

"I got this stupid idea in my head that you only cared about doing stuff with me and I hate fighting with you because I feel like Im such a piece of work and that I get pissy over everything."

I chuckled a bit. "Of course I love doing stuff with you but I love you for more then just that, You're a sensitive guy and I just have to understand that. You're perfect to me Kyler and love everything about you."

"I'm not perfect Jeff."

"In my eyes you are and I love you."

"I love you to even though you're a pain in the ass."

"Oh trust me I know." I smirked. "I won't leave you if you wont leave me."

"Promise?"

"I promise." I placed my hand under his chin and titled his head to look at me and I softly placed a kiss on his perfect lips.