Please Don't Go

18/ lets just forget my existence

Cameron
"CAMERON." Saffie squealed and tackled me with a hug.

"Look at you! You're gorgeous." I smiled and kissed her.

"Why are you not dressed?" She asked.

"I'm not going I've felt sick all day.. but Maya and Karan are going." I smiled to try and make her feel better.

"So I won't get to spend time with you?" She frowned.

"If I do come I'll be there later but I'll be here afterwards also." I smiled

"Okay.. I'll just bring Brenna also." She smiled and kissed my cheek. "I'm sorry you feel bad." She walked out. "Oh hey maya!" I heard her say cheerfully. Maya walked in my room but was watching the door until Saffie left.

"So." She started, "sick huh? Why don't you look sick or act sick." Fuck. She knew.

"Maya I just, I don't know." I sighed.

"Did you just cuddle that night or is there something else you're not telling me." She smirked, "and if you're not telling me something you should probably break up with your girlfriend before you destroy her heart. Just saying." Maya was always the best at lecturing me even if she was only 13. I couldn't look at her because she would see right through me.

"All we did was cuddle." I lied, "we didn't even know we were cuddling." I replied, truthfully this time.

"I think you're lying but i will take your word for it. Have fun acting sick.. just so you know, you're a terrible actor right now." She joked and walked out.

China

"He told you?" I asked Kar.

"He sure did but don't worry I won't tell." Kar replied. I wanted to cry and I think he could tell because he sat down next to me and tried to comfort me.

"It's not your fault." He put his hand on his shoulder to comfort me. "His dumbass was the one that kissed you." All I could do was giggle at that. I have never Kissed Cameron before today and this is not how I wanted it to go not while he had a girlfriend.

"I have to stay away kar, I can't be near him unless he ends things with Saffie." I started to cry. "I want to be with him but I'm not going to ruin a relationship." I cried harder.. I started messing up my makeup and of course, there was a knock at the door. Karan went to open it for me so I could dry my tears.

"Are you guys ready? We rented a limo and Brenna, Saffie and Maya are waiting for us." I heard dove explain.

"Yeah, we're coming. Let's go chi town." I walked to the door to meet dove and she looked at me weird.

"Why the fuck have you been crying." Dove asked and pulled me into a hug.

"I'll explain later." I replied softly. I didn't want to cry again because I would like some makeup to stay on my face and look half good at the award show. We got into the limo and brenna and Saffie were at the far end not paying attention to me. I saw maya and she smirked but I did see Cameron. I really thought Cameron would change his mind about not coming

"Is cam not here?" I asked.

"Oh he's sick!" Saffie explained

"I'm surprised you didn't already know that Chi." Maya looked at me and kept smirking. You've got to be Kidding me.. does she actually know?

"HEY! After party at Cameron's?? I'm sure it would make him feel better." Saffie gestured.

"Well I live there so I'll be there obviously." Maya said