The Passion Of Possession

Chapter One

Harper

"Why did you do this to me Mason?"

I stared into his green eyes, those eyes I once called my home. I could start feeling how the tears were forming on the bottom of my eyes.

He looked back into my blue eyes, I could see the smile forming on his face.He knew everyone was staring at us and he loved the attention.

"Because Harper, you gave me what I wanted just so that I would stay with you and that is pretty pathetic if you ask me."

I lifted up my arm and smacked him across the face.I could hear all the gasps and whispers but I didn't care.

He held his now rosy cheek and I could see the anger in his eyes. He grabbed my arms  before pushing me into the lockers. I could feel the iron forcing itself into my skin but I kept my ground. I looked him straight into his eyes still fighting back the tears.

"Go ahead. Do what you always do. Hit me Mason!"

I yelled at the top of my voice making him drop my arms and taking a step back. I spit out blood before whipping it off and looking back at him .He looked around at all the other students.

I took my chance and regained my composure. I grabbed him by the shoulder  swinging him around. He looked at me smiling.

My blood boiled. I clenched my fist and punched him right in the nose. He fell to the floor and a heard a few applause. I turned around to walk away but stopped. I looked at him over my shoulder, he was nursing his now broken nose.

"O yea Mason, we're over"

With that I walked away straight to my car. When I got to my car I look out my packet of cigarettes  before lighting one.

Fuck you Mason.

I thought to myself as I was busy taking a pull from the cigarette. I looked at the long white paper and how it seemed to fit into my fingers and well manicured nails.

On my way home I listened  to some Nickleback. My favourite song is S.E.X and ofcourse  I had to listen to it all the time.

No is a dirty word never gonna say it first
No is just a thought that never crosses my mind
Maybe in the parking lot better bring your friends along
It's better all together then just one at a time

S is for the simplery
E is for the ecstasy
X is just to mark the spot cause that's the one you really want.

SEX is always the answer
It's never a question
Cause the answer is yes
Or the answer is YES
Not just a suggestion
If you ask the question then it's always yes.
I love what you wanna wear
I wonder what's up under there
I wonder if I'll ever have it under my tongue...

I sang a long making all the noices with my mouth. I love Nickleback. They are my absolute  favorite band.

I turned in at my houses gate and saw that my brother  is home. Cole is just a year older then me but he always acts like  he's my dad. Which is ironic because our parents are never around.

"Halllloooooo"

I sang as I walked in the front door. No one replied. I walked up the stairs and saw Cole's bedroom door was closed and his music was on full blast. I could also hear the soft sounds of the shower water.

I walked into my bedroom. I looked around , all the things Mason gave me were staring at me. I grabbed a old paper box and started throwing  all the crap he gave me into it.

I heard a knock on my bedroom door and after that knock it started sounding like someone trying to break  it down.

I opened it and there stood Cole. He had a worried expression on his face as he looked at me up and down.

"Are you okay?"

He gave a me quick hug seeing that he is still socking wet.

"Ofcourse I am. Why wouldn't I be?"

"Don't bullshit me Harper. You punched Mason and you broke up with him?"

Crap.

"H-how do you know about that?"

I said chewing on my under lip. I looked down at my feet. He grabbed my chin lifting uo ny face.

"Damien told me Harper. Why did you do that?"

Cole and Mason have always been friends even if Cole did graduate high school before we did.

"Because Cole, he cheated on me."

If Cole knew Mason use to hit me aswell Mason is as good as dead and that's not even joking, so that's a secret I will keep until it is no longer relevant.

The tears started falling down my cheek, it wasn't for Mason or even for myself it was because if the way my brothers face broke when I said those words.

He gave me a hug running a hand down my hair. He did really try to comfort me even though I didn't need it. I didn't fight him off instead I gave him a hug  back.

He let go of me and said goodbye. He left my bedroom but not before muttering something about 'He will regret doing that'

I didn't really care about that. Cole won't do anything irresponsible. He is a big boy after all.

I picked up my phone and called Gwen.After about two rings she answered the phone.

"Yes bitch?"

"Let's go out tonight"

"I know just the party, will pick you up at 8. Be ready. Got to go love ya"

And with that she hung up. I looked at  myself in the mirror smiling.

Tonight Harper you will be free...

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