A Modern Love [mxm] [✔]

Chapter 8

Yunlan was there to pick him up, perfectly on time.

He had been ready for a while, he had arrived a good thirty minutes too early, but hadn’t wanted to look too eager so had waited in his car at the end of the road until it was exactly the right time.

He spent the time thinking about the professor. Shen Wei was so beautiful, he was intelligent, he had a good position, he seemed so out of his league it seemed absurd only thinking about it, and yet this time Wei himself had been the one suggesting they spend some time together, at his apartment of all places.

What could Yunlan really read into it? The last time, he had tricked him into coming to his place, and he even kissed him. Wei hadn’t reacted badly, hadn’t punched him or yelled at him, but he had looked confused and rather uncomfortable, which wasn’t really a good sign.

There was still the chance that he hated it but was too polite and composed to actually freak out.

Yunlan would find out, he wasn’t afraid of being punched in the face, he wasn’t scared of any bad reaction the professor might have if pushed too far, he had seen his share of bad reactions in his life.

He just needed to know if he stood a chance with him, because every time he saw how beautiful he was he wanted to touch him and be touched.

He enjoyed their mornings together, but he basically spent the time staring at the guy. While the professor talked about his work, his students or even worse about poetry, his brain simply shut down and his eyes stared at those perfect lips moving, at his skin, his eyes, his hair, his gorgeous mouth again, then his neck... and his imagination provided him with what he couldn’t see...

A coffee wasn’t enough, that was for sure.

He didn’t even have to park, Wei was right there waiting for him and he got in the car as soon as he stopped. Yunlan smiled at him so that he could look at him again before turning his attention to the road.

They were both nervous and lost in their own thoughts, but Wei didn’t like the silence and filled it with some small talk.

When they arrived Yunlan parked the car and lead him upstairs, just like last time. He opened the door and this time Wei entered immediately and closed the door, then waited where he was for Yunlan to say something. It was his home, after all, Wei couldn’t just walk in and sit where he pleased!

Yunlan forgot about good manners and stood there too, staring at him. His mind couldn’t think anything more than ‘he’s here’ and ‘we are alone’...

He wasn’t doing or saying anything, only staring, so Wei cleared his throat and opened his mouth to ask if he could sit or have something to drink, but that simple movement seemed to wake Yunlan.

In a flash he was closer and he was kissing him.

Yunlan had been staring at those perfect lips and when he saw them parting he barely registered what happened until his own lips were pressed against the other's and his tongue was exploring the other’s mouth. There was no force and no attempt at dominance, he didn't want to scare him away, there was only the desire to taste and the need to see his reaction.

Wei was surprised; he cursed his own stupidity because he shouldn’t have been, seeing how it went the last time, but he had to be careful and keep his feelings in check.

He couldn’t avoid liking it though. He circled his tongue with his own playing with it, his eyes wide open to watch Yunlan; his beard was tickling on his skin, his tongue a promise of so much more...

Just when Yunlan took a step back to better see his full reaction, Wei turned around so Yunlan wouldn’t see him lose his composure. He was actually cursing inside his head; yes, he had been mentally prepared for anything, but he was still at the door and already so hard!

Yunlan got closer, he needed clarity so he raised his hand to reach his shoulder. "Shen Wei? Are you mad? Confused?"

Wei wasn’t confused, he knew exactly what he wanted, but he had decided to take it slow and explore their feelings, so he took a deep breath and turned around again, resisting the temptation to push him down and ravish him.

He was still hard though, having Yunlan so close and so damn attractive wasn’t going to help it go away, so Shen Wei told himself that there was nothing he could do about it. If he couldn’t have everything he wanted right away, he may take just a little to sustain him during the wait.

He just had to touch him, he wanted to feel him so badly!

He took a half-step towards him, it was the only space left between them so their bodies were now touching. They were roughly the same height, and their bodies felt so good one against the other.

Yunlan gasped, and his breathing became irregular when he felt Wei grind against him.

They had the same problem now.

Wei moved back only enough so that he could look at him in the eyes. Yunlan looked dizzy, his eyes roaming to the lower part of his body and his hand moving to touch what he felt just a moment before. 

He felt him through his trousers but it wasn’t enough, “I want to touch you” he whispered, and Wei unbuckled his belt staring at him the whole time.

"You too," he said with a rough voice that would have turned Yunlan on if he wasn't already past that point, and Yunlan unbuckled his own, pushing pants and briefs down in one single hurried movement, while Wei lowered his trousers.

Wei resisted and didn’t look down, focusing his eyes on the smallest reactions on Yunlan’s face.

Their hands moved simultaneously.

Yunlan reached inside Wei’s black boxers to touch him, to feel him, while Wei reached him circling his hand around him, and soon both their hands started moving, stroking, feeling.

Yunlan moaned and looked at their hands then at Shen Wei. He leaned his head closer to kiss him and Wei closed his eyes, for a moment overwhelmed by the hurricane of feelings storming inside his chest.

When their mouths parted, they locked eyes with each other, both panting, more and more as their hands moved faster.
They stared at each other as their breathing became more and more irregular, watching the other become undone in front of them, under their touch.

Those stares made their every action synchronised, Yunlan was thinking that it was the most beautiful sight he had ever seen, the pleasure he was feeling was reflected in the other man's face, his own eyes were lost in the depth of Wei's eyes creating a sense of intimacy that went beyond what they were doing.

Suddenly they both felt something explode and their hands getting sticky.

They stayed like that for a few more seconds, until Wei chuckled, lowered his eyes and rested his head on Yunlan's chest.

"I think I may need to use the bathroom," he said.