I'm Not A Bad Person|Eyeless Jack

11

"Are you sure you're okay?" Ej says brushing the hair out of my face. I nod.

"Should I tell Slender about everything?"

"If you're comfortable." I stand up and walk out the door to Slenders office. Gosh I hate this. I reach out my hand to knock.

"Child, i know you're there."

"Oooh you're good." I open the door to his office and sit down.

"So?"

"I think I'm ready to talk about my past." I look down and smile. I'm ready.

"Start when you want."

"So I was always in pageants growing up. It sucked. All the other kids we're all so sassy and had the mean girl attitude. I didn't. I didn't want to be there. But I didn't want to be home either. Over the past 6 years I have been raped around 15 times. I'm broken, but at the same time never got medication for my multitude of illnesses." I pause and try to collect myself. "I don't want it to happen again. I don't want to trust others. But I cant stop it. I know I'm going to get hurt but I can't fucking stop the pain! It follows me everywhere I go.

So I found a way to control the situation through things society deems crazy."

"Do you hurt yourself at all?" Slender hands me a tissue.

"Sometimes." I look down at my arms not wanting to roll up my sleeve knowing what's going to be there. "They're mostly on my hips and thighs. Easiest to hide."

"You are safe here now." He sighs look at the door for a split second.

"I know. Thank you." I stand up and walk out the office. I let more tears fall down the cheek.

"Hey y/n- are you okay?" Jane stops me.

"I-I'm sorry." I run to the library and lock the doors. I hear Janes heels click against the floor in the attempt to chase me down.

"Y/n! Open the door." Jane knocks.

"Go away Jane. I don't want to talk."

"I'll give you five minutes then I'm getting Jack." She sighs and looks down the hall towards the stairs.

Ej pov

She walks up and out the door. Guess she's ready. I stand and walk the stairs at the end of the hall which leads to the kitchen.

"Hey hoodie-"

"HEY MASKY!" Toby runs into the kitchen.

"And Toby and masky..." I whisper.

"I'm done." Hoodie walks out the kitchen to the living room.

"I don't blame you." I grab a kidney and go sit on the sofa.

"YOURE GOING DOWN ASS FACE!" BEN yells at Jeff.

"Where'd you get that one? Out your ass?"

"Is that all you got? Seriously?" I watch as Jeff soon overtakes BEN in Mario Cart.

"HEY!" BEN starts panicking. He tries to cheat but fails. His voice gets more and more glitchy the more and more upset he becomes.

"Round 2." I whisper. I watch the two bicker and fight for the next few minutes.

"Ej your girlfriend is crying in the library." Jane walks in.

"She's not my girlfriend." I roll my eyes.

"Yeah but you want to fuck he-"

"Shut up Jeff. Leave the two of them alone." Hoodie scolds. I stand up and walk towards the library. I stop by slenders office first. I knock and walk in. I sit down and look at Slender.

"So. Did you find anything out?"

"Yeah, but she is clearly hiding more though. Something doesn't feel right."

"Okay, I'll go talk to her now." I stand up and walk to the library. I feel bad manipulating her like this, but work is work.

"Hey y/n?"

"No."

"Awh come on."

"Fuck off Ej."

"Why are you crying!"

"FUCK OFF EJ."

"Y/n-"

"EJ STOP IT! GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME." She opens the door tears streaming down her face. I push her and walk in and lock the doors again. I look at her wrists and see there are cuts.

"See what we're not going to do-"

"You hate me now don't you! Why can't I do anything right!" She falls to the floor sobbing.

"Shhh, I do find this beyond stupid, but I wouldn't hate you. Only I'm allowed to hurt you." I jokingly pout knowing it will lighten the mood. She punches my chest and continues sobbing.

"God you cry a lot."

"What can you say I'm a fucking baby. Soon I'm going to start crying acid." She rolls her eyes and sniffle.

"That actually sounds cool." I smile and pull up my mask.

"I need to train more." She frowns.

"I can tell."

"Too many fucking emotions. I can just imagine myself sobbing while killing something- or shall I say someone..."

"Oooo spooky."

"Fuck off."

"Hey I don't want to do it alone." I feel something come in contact with my face.

"Fuck you."

"Okay come here." She crawls towards me and sits on my lap. I was just joking-

"Oh sorry, do you regret your choice?" She starts tickling me out the sudden.

"HA HA IM- HAHA IM SORRY HAHA" I get out of her grasp and hold my sides. I open my arms and hold her.

"Tomorrow we can go train somewhere. I promise."