I'm Not A Bad Person|Eyeless Jack

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"Morning." Jack walks in with a cup of f/d.

"Awh, thanks." I smile at him and take a sip of the drink. I sigh and lean into the pillow.

"You okay?" Jack sits on the end of the bed and rubs the legs.

"Yeah. I'm fine." I smile.

"You have something on your mind." He raises an eyebrow.

"Ugh, fine! I have read every single book in the library now I have to get more- which means I need to leave the house! I don't want to!" I pout.

"Then I'll go with!" I squint my eyes a little looking jack up and down.

"And how will you do that?"

"I uhh, I will- uhh." He rubs the back of his neck.

"I'll get Sally to go out with me. Beside I think me and her deserve a day to ourselves." I take another sip of the drink.

"Want me to go tell her?"

"Sure! Uh, what time is it?" I sit up fully.

"It's currently 11:37, why?"

"Just wanted to know how much time me and Sally would have to go shopping." I drink the last bit of the drink.

"How much money do you have?"

"Mmmm, 12,000 on me right now. Why?"

"HOW?"

"I stole from those that I killed." I shrug and get up. Wait I'm only in Jacks shirt. I walk back over to his bed and grab a blanket and tie it around my waist.

"My blanket! Y/n!" He follows me outside his room.

"What? I'll return it, beside it needs to be washed." I shrug and continue to walk to my room. As I enter my room I see its a mess.

"Listen, we don't want you here. You're giving him false hope." I frantically look around my room and see no one. I pick a pair of pants up off the floor and put them on. I turn around yet again and see Sally standing there with a big smile of her face.

"So we can go shopping?! Can we also go to a cafe and have tea!" She jumps up and down.

"Yes we can! And we can get makeup, dresses, and toys!" I mess up her hair a little. Sally smiles and hugs me tightly. "C-can't breath Sals!"

"Sorry I was just excite-"

"Why are you in here Sally?!" Rouge enters my room guiding Sally out of my room.

"Rouge-"

"Shut it Y/n, don't touch her ever again!" She yells at me.

"I'm sorry Sally." I force a smile and she nods. Rouge walks out my room and slams the door. I go up to the door and lock it. I walk over to my diary and open it. It's been a while since I wrote in it.

'It's been a while. I killed many people, I'm a murderer now...and with that comes the fact that people don't like me.

I dont understand how I'm okay with hurting innocent people- hell, killing them! But then I hurt a close friend and i hate myself because of it. Maybe its because these people have helped me, that they have been there for me.

But now those people hate me

I also got to meet two other proxies of Slender, Wilson and Rouge. Wilson doesn't mind me, we actually get along. However, Rouge. Oh boy, she's a different story. She hates me. The second she heard I broke Toby's arm she lunged at me.

But toby deserved it.

He hurt me in so many ways. And I still don't know why. Heck, no one is telling me anything. It sucks, I want to make it better.  But I can't. I'm changing too much, I don't know who I'm becoming. I'm truly am becoming a monster.' I let a tear slip down my cheek. I take a deep breath and set the journal down.