I'm Not A Bad Person|Eyeless Jack

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I open my eyes feeling sick. "Ugh." I look around and see I'm still in my room. I also still have an iv in my arm. Great.

"You're awake." Smiley walks in.

"Can you remove the iv?" He nods and removes it from my arm with a firm yank. I stand up punch his arm. "You're over reacting."

"You bitch!" I yell glaring him. I watch his eyes wander my body. I wrap my arms around myself. "S-stop." He moves closer. I walk backwards only to be met with my bed. NO!

I start to breathe in and out heavily, I can feel all the flashbacks entering my brain. Each and every time any man has laid their hands on me, hurt me, slapped me, done horrible things to me, every time I've been judged while walking down the street. Every damn time I tried to escape but couldn't because I was too weak.

"What are you going to do?" Smiley moves down his doctors mask.

"This." I stand up and punch him in the jaw. He stumbles back but turns and grabs my wrists throwing me into my bed.

"GET OFF HER!" Jeff runs into my room and grabs Smiley off of me. I curl up into a ball and start to hyperventilate. I watch as Jeff walks up to my bed. I move farther away from him "I'm not going to hurt you."

"That's what they all say." I shake a little. Sally stands next to Jeff. She moves closer to me. I let her. Sally grabs my arm gently and makes me hug her. I close my eyes and let a tear fall.

"Y/n?" I open my eyes hearing the familiar voice. I look at Ej and smile weakly. Ej takes his shoes off and lays on the other side of the bed wrapping his arm around me and sally. "Are you okay?"

"Not really." I whisper. I let my body relax and try to push whatever just happened out of my mind.

"Just breathe, it's okay now." He whispers brushing a few strands out of my face. I motion for sally to leave. She stands up waves then walks out the door. I roll over and look at Ej, "I need to get outside."

"Let's go." He helps me stand up and helps me get dressed. I throw on some sweatpants and a Famous Last Words shirt (the band not the song by mcr). "Let's go." We walk out my room and down the stairs.

"Y/n, you're awake." Slender stops us at the bottom of the stairs. I smile and nod, "Yup I am."

"I'm sorry for how Smiley treated you, he is currently, somewhere else other than here." He pats my back and nods at Ej. Me and Ej walk out the door and take a left going down the path that leads us to our spot. The one place I can escape.

"I'm glad I found you." I look down smiling.

"I'm glad I helped you." Ej wraps his arm around my neck, I laugh and wrap my arm around his waist. We continue walking towards the area. The atmosphere is calm and quiet. Every now and again you can hear birds chirp, the leaves crunching under our weight, the occasional deer scampering through the woods. Autumn is so peaceful, but it's also horrifying.

"What exactly happened back there?"

"I asked him to remove my IV, he yanked it out my arm, I punched him, he then looked me up and down judging my body, he made me feel small."

"You're not small-"

"I'm completely and utterly weak."

"Psh, did you not see how many police officers you killed? You're strong. You just don't know it yet." He pulls me into a short hug.

"I feel bad now, you're always so kind to me, I sometimes forget you eat people's organs." I laugh softly.

"Don't feel bad, I like making you happy." He chuckles as we walk into the clearing. Me and Ej walk over to a few boulders. We sit on them and lay back. I move closer and lean I to his side. It's moments like these that I wish I could always remember. But I can't-

"WAKE UP." someone screams from behind us. I shot up seeing a small girl throw a rock my way aiming for me head.

Lights out.