I fell in love with my bully

After party

* Ava Marie's perspective *
I am currently in Matts bedroom getting ready to go to bed. It's around 11:j45 AM , people left awhile ago there was really no one left Except Matts friends , Cameron, Shawn, Carter , Nash, Jack, Jack , Aaron, and Taylor. Some of them had girlfriends so they were spending the night over as well. matts house was huge. Even though I lived right next to him his house was bigger than mine . I got some sweatpants a t-shirt and I slipped on soem Nike shoes and put my hair up in a messy bun. I put on shoes since me and matt were planning to go out to the lawn with the rest of they guys and their girlfriends to do activities or to just goof around by a bonfire . I walked out of the bathroom. matt was sitting on his bed . " you look great all ratchet and shit" Matt laughed. I narrowed my eyes at him " shut up Matt or I'll leave" he took his hand and hit his chest with it then fell into the bed " cruel " he yelled we both started laughing . He grabbed me by the waist as I was standing in between his legs and he was sitting down on his bed an she kissed me. We later left to Matts living room to meet up with the rest of the guys. Only five of the guys had official girlfriends . Camerons girlfriend was named Alexa, NASHS girlfriend was named Madison, Taylor's girlfriend was named Gabi , Jack J girlfriend was named Jasmine just like my friend, and Jack G girlfriend was named Lycia. I was just Matts guest I guess. We went into the lawn where there was already a fire burning . Jack G suggested we just told scary stories by the bonfire the girls immediately said no. Lycia smacked his arm and said " Jack what if I get scared no! I won't be able to sleep at night please no" Jack began laughing " if you get scared I'll be here to hold you and I mean if you aren't able to sleep it's better for me if you know what I mean" we all started laughing at him then shawn innocently whined " but I won't have no one to hold at night and I'll get scared" we all started laughing again I've never had a blast before . We needed up telling scary stories Nash told the first one it was called paper road or something like that . He began " okay guys for real this is true or atleast I've heard it is . So this was back in the day where friwnds used to set up blind dates for their friends . My uncle set up one of his cousins to one of his friends friend. that night the guy took her to dinner they had a good dinner. The guy offered to take her home and she agreed . When they were driving he stopped little did she know he was a sick man a very sick man and it was her last day on earth . He dragged her to this farm that was way out there by itself dragged her into the corn fields and raped and then murdered her. She screamed bloody murder but no one heard her . A few weeks later the guy that hooked her up with the guy went to the guys house and they guy offered him to stay over at his house but he refused ( by him the girls cousin who died hooked her up with that guy) he said he promised his mother to be home by dinner . The guy told him to take his bike he did . As he was going down the rode the girls face popped up and he covered his eyes ad fell off his bike he ran home. When he got home he was out of breath and his mother asked him " you saw her didnt you". Nash was interuppted by Madison " stop Nash please im really scared" we all laughed at her expression, I was so scared i was clinging onto Matthew him laughing at me but playing with my hair and keeping me close by him. Jack G offered to tell another story. i wasnt about to let that happen. " why odnt we go get water guns and shoot eachother?" i asked. All the girls pleaded the guys fine they finally gave in we got the water guns it was getting late we had a ton of fun. Later we decided it was time to go inside and sleep. matts house was huge so every couple got their own room. I walked into matts room he followed we were arguing about how everyone one thought he was the bad boy of the school but he says there's worse. I laughed at this because he used to beat me once he even made me go unconscious . " just shut up Ava and live in the now and I'm trying to change and if me showing you im changing because I care for you doesn't mean anything to you then fuck it all " Matt said and put his head in his two hands and set down on his bed corner . I felt bad he is right he was being nicer to me. I took off my shoes and I walked over to him and I hugged him tightly. ". It's okay matt please don't be mad at me" I said . He hugged me and I let go and went into his bathroom so I could brush my teeth I walked out and he went in. I was on my phone when he came out and walked over to me and put his arm around me. " I love you" he whispered into my ear . I didn't know what to say. " and I do to" I said . I could tell my answer irritated him as he got up and sat on his bed and went on his phone and rolled his eyes. " Matt you treated me like shit two days ago okay I mean I have feelings for you but you have to give me a chance" I said . " Ava I just told you I'm trying to fucken change what don't you fucken understand and if nothing I said before means nothing to you why are you still here?????" He said half yelking half talking. I just walked over but him pushed him on the bed and hovered over him and joined our lips to eachothers.

* here's an update hope you guys enjoy
- if you guys want to be one of the guys girlfriend like nashs or Jack send me a picture or message me 😌
Things are starting to get frisky 😏😏
🎶 song lyrics of the day🎶
" I feel something so right when doing the wrong thing and I feel something so wrong when doing the right thing"