I fell in love with my bully

confused

*Matt’s perspective*

I went over and sat by Ava so I was facing her on the chair Shawn was sitting on before. She turned a little bit so we weren't sitting face to face. Here we go again another mood swing where she will  say she hates me and doesn’t think we should date even though she told me all that sweet sh*t the night before. I grabbed her face and cupped it so she was facing me. She bit my hand. I quickly removed it “ omg Ava what the he*** “ she giggled. I stood up to leave but she grabbed my arm “ I am just kidding you idiot!” She said giggling. I smiled. She hugged me. but when she pulled away she slapped me. “ Kidding again bit*ch, now leave and I rather never see you again so that would be great” I furrowed my face is she freaking serious right now I thought me and Ava were actually fine I didn’t know what to say “ Go!” she yelled pointing towards the door. “ Oh he** no Ava I am not leaving you are going to tell me right now what the f*ck is happening and why you do this all the time” I yelled I couldn’t take it anymore my feelings were f*cked up I didn’t know if she loved me or not she is insane really insane . I closed the door as she tried pushing me out and I grabbed her arms and sat her on her well my bed. “ what is it Ava” I said trying to calm down. “ everything I hate being here I hate you I want to leave I hate you Matt I don’t want to be your girlfriend anymore you are not what I wanted ever I never loved you ever and I do not need you so leave me the f*ck alone” I processed what she was saying I felt my eyes watering. “ really Ava you are going to start this bullsh*t what happened with you would stay with me forever and you loved me and all that other crap you said last night I thought you loved me all this was just a lie for real and if you don’t need me I want you to go outside and see if you even lay a foot out in the street without getting shot mobbed killed or something go ahead I am only trying to protect you because I love you and I can’t stand you getting hurt so f*ck it all if this is what I get for being nice . If you hated me why did you fake loving me.” I yelled I couldn’t take this crap anymore if she didn't love me then why did she do this I shared my darkest secrets before how I was left by Mahogany was she going to mahogany me to but just not die but just leave me? “ Matt you can't be stupid enough to believe I ever loved you look I don’t want to see your face ever again and I am going to leave .. Mahogany you” she said chuckling. It is like she read my mind dude it was creepy! I looked at her and I felt a tear come down “ Ava please don't say that I love you I want you to stay I know we still have hope please I don't want you to leave I couldn't deal with it please” I said hugging her her not hugging back. “ Matt you expected me to love my bully you are fu*king hilarious I hate you all the times you beat me all the scars I have from you everything I was put through because of you because your pretty little boy a** was selfish get away from me and do not touch me ever again I am sick of faking sick of acting like I love you I finally got my revenge and I will not deal with you anymore” she said chuckling . I looked up she enjoyed seeing me hurt why? I explained to her why I bullied her I always loved her always always! fu*king always man! I grabbed her face “ baby Ava I know we can fix this please please” I said kissing her but she pulled away but I swear to god she kissed back . I know we are not lost we can’t be everything we have been through no we can’t be over! “ get away from me f*ck you Matt now get out of my way I am leaving” I got on my knees on the floor I will do anything and everything for her to forget me. “ Please baby , A- at l-l-least uh-uh stay here it’s dark outside please next morning if you still think the same way I promise I won’t get in your way but please just stay here for the night” she looked at me. I knew I looked miserable I was torn inside. “ okay but leave me alone “ she said and I went towards the door before I left I kissed her forehead. As I walked out I saw all the boys on the couch “ whoa Matt what is wrong “ Taylor asked. “ Ava she wants to leave “ they all looked at eachother then looked back at me “ umm dude listen Matt Ava is a b*tch you will get over her we all agree you should just let her go dude like she is so ungrateful and hasn't thought about how you put so much effort to treat her right” I gave him the death glare even though I knew he was partly right but what would he know he probably had never been in love anyways. “ she is not a b*tch so dont ever call her that any of you do you understand and why do you cares anyways. It is non of your concern and its my life I will do what I want with it. “ I said and they nodded and I went to the kitchen and got a beer I chugged it down I dont usually drink more like I never drink so the taste was so gross.I went back to the kitchen after eating and I saw everyone went to bed and I went over and watched t.v for awhile then I looked at my phone it was 3 in the morning I went to bed. As I walked in I saw Ava sleeping on my bed. God she looked so perfect I smiled. I took my shoes off and walked over to the bed . I quietly got in but as soon as she got in Ava turned to look at me hugged me said “ I love you” then went back to sleep and she lay asleep her head on my chest her arm around me. I confused very confused just put my arm over her and immediately fell asleep.

~ hey guys I updated and by the way I will be ending this soon so get read and if the ending sucks I really don’t careeeeee bye! this chapter was longer than usual as well so (;