I fell in love with my bully

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* Ava Marie's perspective *
I ran home from school I could feel all the tears running down my cheeks and my make up coming out. I got to my house and I want in it and jumped in bed and pulled the covers over my head. I just hated everything I went into my bathroom with my old blade I haven't used for awhile. I just couldn't take it anymore I felt worthless I felt so much pain I sat on the floor next to my bath tub. I held the blade next to my wrist and let out a tear. " Ava please don't do it" I heard a familiar voice yell . Matt. I opened my eyes and put the blade down . He came running towards me and tried hugging me I pulled away and started slapping and hitting him nonstop. He was holding my two hands now. " what's wrong with you?" He said holding me against the wall my hands pressed to my chest. " this is all your fault I hope your satisfied I fucking hate you Matt I hate everything about you I can't believe j was falling in love with you I hate you" I yelled at him pushing him out of my way and jumping into my bed under the covers. I laid there crying uncontrollably. Matt was still in the bathroom I heard sniffles was matt crying? Was the bad boy of my school crying for me? I felt this sudden urge beg me to run towards him and hug him. But I didn't I heard him shut the bathroom door . He left my room but then came back later and I felt my bed sheets move and a figure lay down beside me. " get away matt I don't want you here why are you here " he wrapped his arms around my waist . " because I love you and I need you with me forever and I want to make sure you're alright " he said into my neck. He caused me to tense up. " you don't love me then how come you treat me like shit" I snapped back. " give me a chance Ava please , I want to change for you I love you , not shut your fucken mouth and enjoy the moment" he said sweetly I could hear the smile in his voice. " you can try and make me shut my mouth" I said . He turned me towards him and kissed me our lips moving in sync he placed his tongue on my lips asking. For entrance I gave him it . Out toungues and mouths moved smoothly. I pulled away from the kiss. " iloveyou Matthew " I whispered looking at him him looking at me. He let out a smile I had never seen before a smile of not a boy trying to be sexy but a smile that just spread across his whole face. " iloveyou too Ava " he said and kissed my forehead. I dug my head into his neck and kissed it. Then stopped he laughed " you're such a tease" I giggled at him. Then like that we fell asleep.
* matthews perspective *
When Ava left I didn't know what to do I felt horrible it's like I just hurt my other half. I immediately stood up and walked out of the room I heard laughs and what not I told everyone to shut up and everyone did and then ran after Ava. I loved her I didn't want her to be hurt I wanted her to be happy. But I just U had to put my pride aside and stop myself , I can't hurt her she's the best that has happened to me. She ran pretty fast she ran into her house not noticing she left the door open I went into my house and changed because I was about to go see Ava I had to look fresh. When I silently Walked up to Ava's room , I stopped at her door way and I saw her crying with a blade in her arm I couldn't let her hurt herself she had me she didn't need a blade to be her friend. I told her to stop then went for her but she stopped me. She told me she was falling in love with me but how was I blowing it. With that I let go of her and she went to her bed. I stood in the bathroom and cried . I let her go did this mean I didn't have a chance was I just another teenage dirtbag . No I couldn't give up I had to get Ava I went in and cuddles with her we ended up cuddling. When I woke up I saw she was asleep it was late at night U woke her up. " Matt in going to kill you how dare you wake me up" she said and I laughed. " are your parents home I mean it's late and you know" I asked . " no , they're always off working , I don't even see them at all basically like once a year If minimum . " she said sweetly . " oh babe " I let out and her eyes grew wide. " what did you just call me Matty" she teased . " nothing " I blushed . She tickled me " yes you did matty what did you say." I couldn't I have in " I called you babe Ava I called you babe just please stop. " she stopped and smiled at me. I put on my big boy panties and did something I've never done before . " umm Ava " I said scratching the back of my neck " yea ?" She said. " umm will you be my girlfriend" her eyes filled with tears and I felt proud of myself I never thought I would ever ask a girl out I mean so far I haven't found anyone like Ava . She covered her mouth . " yas matthew I'll be your girlfriend " she said between tears. I picked her up and spun her around. It was late and I had to go home and I was going home as the happiest man on earth . " babe I need to go home my mother is probably worried about me I'll pick you up for school tomorrow" I kissed her forehead . " alright babe iloveyou so much" she said back and I smiled like a fool . " Iloveyou too Ava " I said and I kissed her. Then left .
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I updated real quick guys so if I sucks don't hate me. I'll update some other time. But what's your opinion on my story so far?
🎶 lyrics of the chapter🎶
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I'm just a teenage dirt bag baby"
- 5sos
🎶 other lyrics of the chapter -
"you tell me that you need me then you go and break me down"
- one republic