TEMPTATION • luficer m.

06 • "INTO YOU"

"IM SO INTO YOU, I CAN BARLEY BREATHE."

•••

"How have you been?" I cross my legs, taking a deep breath as Linda waited for my answer.

"Good, I guess." I said. "You know I think LA hates me."

"Why do you say that?"

"I've almost died 3 times in the last 2 months."

"Well, I think that's just bad luck."

"Doesn't matter what I think does it." I chewed the inside of my lip.

"What?"

I sighed.

"I'm trying to ignore the temptation of.. of.." I paused.

"Of what Amelia?"

"Of falling for the devil." Tear stung my eyes as I took a shaky breath.

"But you already have, haven't you?"

"Yeah." The word escaped from my lips shakily.

"Why is that a bad thing?"

"He's in love w-with Chloe Decker. He loves blondes, pretty, strong, independent and challenging women and I'm barley an adult. I'm a dancer, I'm broken and I do anything someone asks of me because I'm afraid of being lonely, I'm afraid of them leaving me." She looked at me sadly.

"And you think if you tell him, he'll reject you?"

"Yeah and I know you've known Lucifer longer than I have but he's a difficult person who can't control or admit his feelings so if he does love Chloe decker, I don't want to confuse his feelings. I want to be happy."

"But them being happy wont make you happy."

"But I don't care. I want him to be happy because from what he's told me, he's never experienced something that truly makes him happy."

"But think of this, you got Lucifer Morningstar, one of my most challenging clients to open up within days. Telling you things I got him to tell me months into our sessions within minutes. He trusts you, fully. He doesn't trust anyone like that. I think that he's already fallen for you." I turn my head away from her, tears still falling.

"You're wrong. He doesn't love me."

"I'd think you'd be surprised."

•••

"Amelia, glad you see you're okay!" Clarence said giving me a hug. I smiled.

"Thanks, can we just get to practicing? I have all this energy I need to get rid of."

"Yeah! Let's go!"

•••

I sighed, I finished taking a shower and was on my way to Lucifers penthouse.

I just wanted to see him.

I threw on some leggings with a long sleeves grey crop top.

I slipped on my white vans before driving to his house.

I got up to the penthouse and saw her.

The blonde woman who tried to kill me.

"What are you doing here?"

I gulped.

"I'm looking for Lucifer."

"Haven't I told you? Stay away from my son!"

"I-I'm sorry." I whispered, afraid she'd try to kill me again.

"Leave! We have more pressing matters." I stood there, not moving.

"Well?!"

"I just need to talk to him, 5 minutes. After that, he can make the decision to see me again or not, and I'm leaning towards him choosing not to see me. So please, just 5 minutes."

"Even if I let you, he's not here."

"Where is he?"

"He-" she got cut off by the elevator door opening. Lucifer stood there. His eyes bloodshot red, bloodstains on his clothes and his hair all messed up.

"Lucifer..." I said, his name a whisper.

"Where's Uriel?" Her voice said breaking. "No, no, no,no, no, no."

I stepped towards him.

"Amelia.." he spoke my name, his voice cracking. I walked up to him and wrapped my arms around his neck as his mother leaned against the bar, trying to grasp her breath.

His shaking hands tightened around my waist. His head laid at the crook of my neck where I could feel his shaky breaths.

"What have I done..?" He kept whispering to himself. The tears running down his eyes as I hugged him.

"You're okay, Lucifer. I'm not going anywhere, you did what you had to do." I whispered. His arms tightening even more.

I didn't know what he did but I'm sure it was bad.

•••

After I led Lucifer to bed and made him sleep, it was about 2 am in the morning.

I groaned as I rubbed my tired eyes, tying my hair up, I walked to the bathroom and try to wake myself up, splashing cold water onto my face.

I walked back into the bedroom seeing Lucifer twist and turn, beads of sweat forming onto his forehead.

I quickly walked to his side, trying to wake him up.

"Lucifer, wake up. Lucifer-" when he did, he looked around and then his eyes met with mine. He pulled me close.

"You're here." He whispered to himself.

"Yes, lucifer I'm right here and I'm not going anywhere." I sat down on his bed with him refusing to let me go.

"I know I'm a monster but please.. don't leave me.." he whispered. My heart broke, I tore away from him.

"You are not a monster, Lucifer. You may not be ready to tell me what happened tonight be when you are, I'll be right here, I'm not leaving you." Hesitantly, I pressed a kiss onto his cheek.

When I pulled away, I gave him a soft smile,

He leaned in pressed a kiss onto my lips.

"Okay." I smiled, I got under the covers. "Let's go to sleep. And I promise I'll be there in the morning." I whispered, his hands around my waist as he slept.

"I'm only saying this because I know you're asleep but... I love you, Lucifer. No matter what."