Random crap

Serious time

So, I mentioned I'd talk about something that's been happening a few chapters ago.

Well, I'm doing that now.

So, I think I might've mentioned this on Wattpad before, but for the past two years, my mom has been going in and out of the hospital, due to serious medical issues concerning a past surgery (that's no longer allowed) and her digestive system. This has caused her to not be able to work for the past year, meaning she hasn't been moving much either. Thus her body has started to become reality fragile.

On September 15th, 2019, she had fallen off of the couch she's usually in, and passed away.

Now, I assure all you. As far as her loss, I'm actually doing really well. Lots of people in my family, as well as my friends have said I've been dealing with it far better than they had expected.

However, from what my dad has told me, this apparently uses a lot of mental energy.

So, as some people have probably already noticed on Discord if you've talked to me enough, I've been starting to...

Burn out? Idrk how to describe it. I personally think it's the mentality from the loss of my mom finally starting to catch up with me? Again, not sure.

I've just been very low on mental energy lately. Since Tanner moved in (because he had to since he has no where else to go), JoJo and Stevie have been constantly hissing at him (JoJo hasn't seen a male, or a cat that isn't a black and brown calico before), and Stevie just doesn't want more people.

As with everything, life has started to pile itself onto me again. My anxieties have been spiking much like last winter, and my depression episodes have been getting more frequent lately.

So, I am in a good place in my life physically. I'm happy with where I am. I'm in a good school with good people and supportive friends and family. Mentally, I've just been struggling a bit.

I just thought it'd be best to fill people in on what's going on, just to not worry people who aren't already aware.

Anywho, on a lighter note, I have been thinking about making new actual random content. Anyone remember the random chapters like Froggo? Or just the pointless rambles that have literally no purpose for anything at all? Idk about y'all, but I've been personally wanting to do a few of those again.

Thoughts on what you guys would like to see? Or maybe y'all have some other ideas that you think would be cool/funny/memes for me go do? I'd love to hear it! ^^

See y'all until next time! Hope y'all have been doing well today, whether that be from the day you've had so far, or if you're just finishing it up, or if you just woke up! Have a good one y'all! ^^