The Forbidden Love

Its Unfair

Dear diary,
     It's been so long since I've written in this. You missed a lot. I defeated the witch. Then me and Luis broke up because Tanya tried to have sex with him. Then I found out that I was pregnant all along. I'm miserable. I feel like I lost the battle not won. Anyway I have to go because my mother is calling me to eat.

I slouched downstairs with no energy.

Hi. I said plainly.

Goodmorning! My mother says in a happy voice tone.

Can you not be that happy?

Can you not be that miserable? I'm not even mad at you for being pregnant. Mom says.

Yes but I'm mad at myself. I should've told him no at the punch bowl. When I first met him. I should've said your a nice guy but no. But I didn't and now look at me. I said as I start to tear up.

Oh no don't cry this early in the morning. Look tell him today. It will lift some weight off your shoulders and he'll help you out.

Yea but what if he leaves me or makea me get an abortion or something?

Then you come to your mother and your brother and we'll kick his ass for you. Mom says.

Ok. Thanks. But where exactly is Michael.?

Right here. Michael shouts from upstairs.

Why are you up there? I asked.

I'm just letting yall have yall pregnancy girl talk.

Oh ok well we're done now so come you can come down now. I said then he runs down the steps.

Come on little sis I'm driving you to school.

Oh no I'll just walk.

Oh no a female in your condition must have a ride. Michael says.

Michael, I'm pregnant not cintagiosly sick.

I know but you still need to take everything easy now. Your taking care of two people now.

Will I be a bad person if I get an abortion?

Yes! Mom says.

No. Michael says.

Ok. I said then I walked out and went in Michael's car.

One the way to school.

So you getting an abortion?  Michael asked after several minutes of silence.

Yea I'm thinking about it.

So do you feel any different now that your pregnant?

No not yet. I'm not the same month as mom so.

I just can't imagine you fat. I try and try but I just can't.

Oh trust me I can't either. I said. Then we arrived at school.

Dont say anything to anyone about me. I tell Michael.

I won't. I'm not dumb. He says then we get out of the car. And everyone is staring at me. They can't know about the pregnancy yet so it must be about the break up. Then I hear Luis.

Amy! Amy! Over here. He shouts then I turn around and look at him. But then I notice everyone staring at Tanya and calling her names and whispering. 

Amy, did you here anything I just said? Luis says.

Oh no sorry. What was it?

Nevermind.