Hate is Controlling Me part:2

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I looked at Tanya and the blood slowly leaking out of her head and I covered April's eyes and ran back home. Oh my god! Did I just kill her?! I'm a murderer! And April saw me. She saw what I did. What if she remembers this for the rest of her life. I ran into the house and slammed the door.

"Amy, You ok?" Mom asked.

"Y-yea I'm f-fine. I'm sorry for slamming the door." I said. I put the baby down. Then I sat on the couch and tried to get the vision of what I did out of my head.

"You sure you're ok?" Mom asked as she walk over to me. Then she sat next to me.

"Yea. Mom it's nothing don't worry about me." I said then I got up and went upstairs.

"Hey Amy, I haven't seen you around lately." Michael says.

"Oh hey. You scared me. But yea I've been busy." I said.

"Ok. Yea I know that. You know you can still tell me anything, right?" Michael says.

"Yes Michael I know. And I don't need you here telling me I can tell you anything!" I shouted.

"Ok. I was just being polite." he says then he starts to walk downstairs.

"Michael, wait, I do need to tell you something but you have to promise not to say anything." i said hen he came back up the stairs.

"What is it." He asked.

"I did something that I could go to jail for. I think I killed Tanya." I said in a whisper.

"WHAT!" Michael shouted.

"Shhhhhhhh! I know. I know this is bad but Michael you can't tell anyone not even mom not even yourself. I'm scared Michael. I was so mad and then....... What if I go to jail." I said as I started to cry.

"No one is going to jail ok. I wont let anyone take you anywhere. You're being placed on lock down. The only place you can go is to school, to April's daycare and the corner store. I'm doing this to protect you." He says.

"Ok, yea. I'm ok with that." I said. Then I went in my room. I fucked up big time. Then I saw that Luis was calling me. I ignored it and left the room. I went downstairs and I saw Michael talking to mom.

"Michael!" I shouted

"What." he says. then he walks up to me. "Stop being so paranoid, That's what gives it away." He says. Then he walks back to mom. Why do I feel so guilty? I  got April and took her upstairs.

"Now, you didn't see anything ok. What you saw was a movie. A very graphic movie. Or a bad dream. Yea a bad dream. It wasn't real." I told April. Then she fell asleep and I layed her in her crib and I walk out the house. I go to where it happened and see that Tanya wasn't there. Then I started to panic. Suddenly someone put there hand on myy shoulder and I freaked out. But it was just Luis.

"Oh, Luis you scared me!" I said.

"Hey sorry, so you coming home tonight?" He asked

"No. Not tonight and not for a long time. Sorry but I can't. I'm not even suppose to be out here now. I'll talk to you later." I said then I wak away.

"Wait, what's wrong?" Luis asked.

"Nothing but I have to go so bye see you tomorrow." I said then I walked back home. Suddenly I heard someone shout "Murderer!"  Then I started panicking again and started running. And she said it again.

"Murderer!"

"Shut up!" I screamed as I was running. I ran straight to the house.

"Amy where the hell did you go!?" Michael asked.

"Shut up! Ok I just need some space from everyone and everything. Just leave me alone!" I shouted then I ran into my room and slammed the door and started crying. 

"Amy?" Michael said as he knocked on my door.

"Michael, I don't wanna talk. I just wanna cry and cry and just be alone because I can't live with myself! I'm just as good as the guy that killed our father. I'm a killer." I cried.

"Did you tell Luis?" Michael asked.

"Hell no! He's not gonna love me anymore once I tell him I killed Tanya. She doesn't deserve that. She was a bitch but I shouldn't have killed her." I said.

"Ok. I'll let you have your privacy. Actually come on. We're going out." He says Then I open my door.

"But I'm on lock down. And I don't wanna go anywhere." I said

"Oh well we're going. We're going to the crime scene."  he says

"Michael, no! This is not a tv show, this is not a game. I really killed someone. I really don't wanna go there again." I said.

"Well we're going come on." He says Then he pulls me and takes me downstairs.

At the crime scene

"Oh my god! She's there!" I said then I ran out the car and to the wall.

"Wait! Amy, it's a trap!" Michael shouts but I  was already at the wall. Then Lights flashed on and police car sirens went off And police cars surronded me. The next thing I know is that I being husseled and pushed to the ground and handcuff and being put on me tightly. The police is saying something to me but I tuned everything and sat in reality. I felt like I was drowning and I couldn't control anything. I end up in the cop car and I saw Michael crying and it made me cry. It felt like everything was in slow motion but it happened so fast.

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