Loving you// Luke Hemmings [rewriting]

Chapter 15

~Mia's POV~

When I sat down on my seat, I was quite scared of the flight. I mean, I have been in flights before, really long ones, like the flight from Australia to London, but I am scared, I don't know why.

I get to be in the seat next to the window, which I adore it. Well, I don't like the fact that if something goes wrong, I can die in this. Hopefully, everything will be alright. I'll just distract my mind from that thought. {A/N: I'm just gonna shake, shake, shake, shake it off... Okay leave me alone}

I glanced over at Luke, who was watching the movie Titanic. Does he even like romantic movies with a bit of drama? God, I never thought Luke will watch that, he never watches chick films with me. Ugh, I don't know. Anyways, I went back to my stuff. I wasn't in the mood to watch movies, so I grabbed my iPad from my bag. I started to play some weird games I had downloaded.

I got bored really fast. I wasn't into video games and stuff. Then I decided that maybe it's time to cleanup my secret folder and the pictures I had in my iPad. I started to go through all my secret folder. At first, there were really dumb things, like some friends from school making weird faces or stuff, but then there were some pictures of Luke. When the hell did I get those in my secret folder!? Was I high or something? Gosh, Luke can never find out. Well, duh, that's why it is a secret folder. I'm not deleting them anyways...

I did delete some pictures that were dumb like the first ones I told you about. Then after cleaning up my secret folder, I went to my camera roll. I had all sorts of things in there. The list went from quotes to silly pictures to DIY to wallpapers and all the way to famous people. I had 3,000 pictures, no doubt why I had very few gigabytes available. I deleted the ones that were dumb and that I don't care about anymore. If you want a hint, I deleted some of Andrew and stuff. I didn't need them anymore. I have to move on. I already moved on.

After scrolling deeper through my camera roll, there were some pictures I had taken with the lads and Luke. I smiled at the fact that we are all really close now, we were close before, but now, we are really good friends. They are my best friends. They are so stupid at times, just like me, and they eat a to, like me! We all have things in common, maybe that is why we can get along really well. Things have changed though. I'm not friends with many people now, but I still have good friends. Those friendships are the ones that count. Haha, it's ironic how I wished to keep my enemies away from me, and as time passed, I started to lose friends. It's funny, isn't it?

I have been betrayed many times. With betrayed I mean from cheated on, to been criticized by my 'friends'. Imagine me putting the word 'friends' in air quotes. But yeah, I mean it that way because friends don't criticize. I remember that my friend Nina was criticizing me because I was friends with Luke. I mean, that's dumb right? Nobody can tell me who I have to be friends with, nor people have the right to criticize someone for their friendships. I think that's dumb.

Moving on from my personal opinion... I kept scrolling through the pictures. Then I saw one of my mum and I when I was a baby. I was kinda sad of the memory. Leaving her wasn't the best option. But I was 14. I had no family, I had Luke though, but my family would've help mum and I. She got really serious though. I'm afraid that someday she dies from overdose or something like that. I wish I had a mum that wasn't a drug dealer. It's hard. It really is. Luke helped me though, and without him, I think I might be some kind of hobo or something.

I pushed the memory of my mum away, since I want to have a nice time on my vacations, not a crappy time. I locked my iPad, halfway done with cleaning all my camera roll. I looked over at Luke. He was fast asleep, the movie still playing. I think I got a point when I said that Luke wasn't the type of boy who watches a romantic movie because he wants to. Maybe he was curious with it, since many people have watched it and said it was cool. But Luke wouldn't agree with that. He would say 'it was really bad and it is the worst movie I have ever seen in my life'.