Psychology Anthology:Optus Jargon

Positively Negative

I'm being positive by not being sad.
I'm ending up negative by not truly being happy.

I'm just trying my best and letting the rest take over.
I'm just seeing what's the matter and what's under the batter.

Lots has happened lately and I feel like more could go down;
But there isn't much use in sustaining a frown.

"Things will be okay" they say and I wish for it to make my day. But unfortunately that's what they said last time. So that's why I'm stuck in my state of not knowing. That I don't know if I'm a pessimist or an optimist becuase I've been chaotic lately.

But it's cool, as I just put over my head wool; or experience the feeling of a warm embrace.

It always makes my day when I have a friend to confide to; one who would provide consent and understanding.

My mind has been in vertigo and my overall self blue, or indigo.

I'm just sadder than that of blue, yet also I'm not sad and am instead grateful. I'm thankful for all the experience and friends it brought me in life and I just felt solace in the words of my friends.

So I haven't given up; for I may be in lockdown, but I'm not sure if it's gonna be erratic or not.

My life had a magnetic reversal, and I'm just readjusting everything so i can get back into order.

I honestly wonder what I'm gonna know and see, but obviously the only answer to what's happening is the present.

And in the present, if there's not one present to present a present to; I'll just have to wait for the future to find my need to knead my needles of care for.