Recovery and a Reciprocation

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It's not okay what happened the other day.

It's not okay that I feel this way.

It's not okay that I don't wanna come today.

It's not okay that I feel a decay.

But it's okay.

It's okay because you're still my friend.

It's okay because it's not the end.

It's okay because you know the message I would send.

It's okay because my feelings have warped and bend;

It's okay because I'll eventually mend.

There's another that I have feelings for;
But I don't know if that's the right door.

I don't want to ruin another great friendship or two;
I'll just get along even if I like you.

So as much as my teen hormones vibe;
I'm gonna set myself aside.

So as much as I want to shoot my Cupid arrow and bow;
I really don't wanna set myself up again on Death's row.

And I'm sorry that I've been so fragmented as of now;
But I'm just confused about my identity and I'm not in the know of how.

How it is; I do these things to us and myself, and to you and her and us all.

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