Beginning Again

Chapter 14

Chapter 14

    Nnoitora felt his eyes widen, he knew her mother had been murdered but Saya had never once said how it happened. "Saya....Saya how did it happen?" Lolly was almost afraid, Saya had this creepy smile on her face and the way she spoke was oddly calm as well. "She was murdered...by a hollow." Nnoi's eyes widened, and Lolly froze. "I was the original target, I felt the hollow before it even arrived, my mother saved my life by putting on the reitsu seal on my arm she shoved me out of the way. She had her back ripped open and as soon as it caught sight of her soul.....it devoured her."
    Nnoitora cringed to have seen such a horrifying sight as a child...it was no wonder Saya had never healed right, she had pushed and forced herself to forget it. To not speak it allowed because that would have only made it true. Yet by ignoring it, it created an ugly scar on her soul and left the poor girl in utter turmoil. Lolly at this point had kicked Nnoi off and opened a gargantuan and disappeared. Before either Nnoi or Saya could chase her it closed only for one more to open and out stepped Grimmjow and saya's eyes widened.
     The man in front of her was still the same Grimmjow except now he had a hollow mask and a sword on his hip. "Where is Lolly?" "Uhh....dude" Grimmjow looked over at Saya and swore. "Oh son of a fuck." Saya's eyes widened and thats when it clicked. They all had the sight. "So does someone wanna explain why I didn't know you guys could see the dead and hollows as well?" Nnoitora flinched and Grimmjow looked guilty.
    "We've been able to our entire lives." Saya frowned. "I told you though, I told you I had the sight and.." Nnoi looked away. "Saya all of us have it." Her eyes widened and she felt something in her die. "Why...." "we wanted to keep you safe..." "keep me safe...keep me safe?! You're....he has a hollow mask!" Nnoi frowned. "So do I, so does Nel, Uliquiorra.....all of us." Saya was beyond upset now.
     "Get out." Nnoi felt his heart stop and Grimmjow felt his own break. "Saya let us explain please...." "get out...and don't you ever come near me again! None of you! You all lied to me! You kept me in the dark!" "Saya please!" She ignored him. "Kitten...." that pissed her off and she kicked Grimmjow into a wall and he grunted. "Damn she still has it." She glared. "I'm not like you!" He snorted. "And I'm suddenly the Pope." She glared at him.
    "You're just like us, you were just like us. All that's changed is the fact you're human and we aren't." "Im not like you! Now get out of my house!" Nnoi slowly stood up and grabbed Grimmjow as he looked at Saya who was trying so hard to not cry. "Saya....." "fuck off Gilga." He looked at Grimmjow who was just as hurt as he was now, it not even more. "Just...listen to me!" "Go away!" He flinched as her reitsu cut his face but stood his ground. "Go To Urahara, ask him...he can..." however he had to stop as he saw the broken look in her eyes. "Go away, do not come near me, do not contact me, ever again. You are dead to me, all of you." And with that she kicked them out and locked the door behind her.
     Both men stood there in shock, Nnoi looked over at Grimmjow and almost flinched at the look of heartbreak in the man's eyes. "I'm sorry man..." "no...I'm sorry, I shouldn't have just showed up out of nowhere." He snorted. "Didn't help I tackled Lolly and had been acting like I couldn't see them all this time." Both men sighed and walked through a gargantuan, they had to let the others know what happened, and they were both in for hell when Nel and Ulquiorra found out what happened.
     Once Saya was sure that they were gone did she finally allow herself to sink to her knees and cry, her ribs hurt showing she would have a nasty bruise and her heart was torn to pieces. They had lied to her, all of them. They kept her in the dark and went as far as saying she was just like them, she wasn't, that wasn't possible. So instead she cried, she let out all of her anger and despair. Curling up on the floor she held herself, she could hear her phone ringing but she didn't care, she couldn't even stand the thought of moving, wondering how much more she had been lied to. She had called them all her family, and they betrayed her. With that another sob slipped past her lips and she cried and cried until she finally fell asleep on the cold hard floor.