Beginning Again

Chapter 11

Chapter 11

It was finally Saturday Morning and Saya had thankfully finished the book last night, now all she had to do was wait for Karin to come pick up the flash drive and she would be able to actually sleep...with a slight groan she remembered that she was supposed to have called Nnoitora and she never did. Just as she finally went to grab her phone from the coffee table in front of her did the front door to her house suddenly open and she groaned. "God damnit. Not the door!" She went to glare at the person when she froze, as she saw Nnoitora standing there. "Nnoi whah the fuck I was just about to call you."
Said man crossed his arms and gave her a pointed glare. "You were suppose to call me on Friday. And when no one heard from you, nor even Grimmjow who actually texted you, I got worried and came over." She groaned she had forgotten about that completely. "I had meant to text him back but karin tore the last 3 chapters apart and I spent all of Friday fixing everything." This made Nnoi frown, he knew Saya was talented and Karin always knew how to pull it out, but doing so right now was a bad idea, especially since saya herself admit she needed a break.
"I'll kick her ass later." "Kick whose ass?" And that made Nnoitora turn around just in time to see said woman. "Yours." Saya sighed "it's on the desk just get it away from me and let me relax in peace." And with that she grabbed her phone and read the message from grimmjow.
*grimm- hey Saya, was just texting ya ta make sure you were alright, and to get ta know ya better. *
*grimm- if i don't hear from you in the next few hours I'm calling Nnoitora."
*grimm- okay, im calling Nnoitora to let him know I haven't heard from ya.*
Said woman blinked one then twice and groaned. It was hours between each message and she felt bad so she texted him back while Karin grabbed the flash drive and argued with Nnoitora.
*Saya- I am so sorry, i got wrapped up in my writing so I spaced out on everyone. I really did mean to text ya back and I meant to contact Nnoitora as well.*
She went to put down her phone to break up the argument when she got a text message back.
*grimm- woman, ya scared me half way to death, when I called Nnoitora even he said you never called him so he said he was gonna check on ya. Is everything okay?*
*saya- yes, Nnoitora broke into my house and scolded me. Karin just ripped apart the last three chapters so I spent all night fixing them. Passed out and woke up on the sofa. She has the flash drive now and is thankfully leaving.*
Grimmjow frowned at that message, Saya was working to hard, he had head from Nnoitora that she was a hard worker but to push her body to stay awake almost all night was unhealthy, and the not contacting anyone was just as unhealthy. He was glad he had told Nnoitora to go check on her, especially since he didn't know where she lived.
*grimm- now I'm really glad he came over, but anyway, I have to get some stuff to finish up so I'll text ya later okay?*
*saya- yeah that's fine grimm, I gotta speak with Nnoi anyway.*
And with that she put the phone down and turned to look at her brother. "Do you owe me a new door" he shrugged, "that's fine, now you said you had questions." She nodded this time. "I was looking to move..." he raised an eyebrow now confused by her words. "Really, you wanna move?" She nodded "Yeah I wanna be closer to family ya know?" He scowled at that. "Why would ya wanna live near him?" Saya blinked. "Him?" "You're father." Saya blinked before she broke out laughing. "What the fuck Saya?" She took a few minute to calm down before she looked at him.
"No Nnoi, I meant I wanna live closer to you, Ulquiorra and the others. You guys are my family." His violet eyes widened as he stared at her. "You mean that?" "Nnoi I mean that. I consider no one else family, you all of you are who I turn to when I need help, you were there, and like I said to ulquiorra, I'm sorry i ever said it sooner." Nnoi quickly stood and moved to where she was sitting and before she knew it she was being crushed in a bone breaking hug. "You've always been family idiot. And yes I'm gonna help you find a house closer to mine."
Saya finally pulled back and smiled at him before she went and grabbed her laptop. Coming back moments later she loaded it up and started searching up houses. And Nnoitora in that moment couldn't help but think back to the day she had ended up living in his house for awhile.
*flash back*
Nnoitora has just finished carrying In Saya's last bag and looked over at her. She looked so lost, her Grey eyes had lost all their light, and the flecks of blue had faded away. The hope he had one seen was crushed and gone and he also felt miserable. It was just a few days after her almost successful attempt of suicide. And the panic he felt had crushed him. She was in the hospital for over an hour getting her wrist stitched up and talking with a therapist. Who point blank said Saya needed help.
Saya had indeed refused and said she would simply confide on how she felt with Nnoitora and Ulquiorra. "You really need professional help Ms.Zetsubō, you almost died which leads me to believe you have a lot of internal trauma that needs a safe release." Saya was getting mad at this point. "And I don't need someone psycho analyzing me." The therapist flinched. "I'm asking you to consider it." "You can take your fake concern and piss off." At this point Nnoitora had forced his way into the room and glared at the therapist as he sat next to Saya.
"You can't be in here Sir." "Kiss my ass, i ain't leaving my sister, I found her in her condition, and so did her other brother who is also on his way in." And just like that Ulquiorra was also now in the room and sat behind Saya. "We will keep an eye on her. If saya talks to anyone it's us." His tone came out emotionless but the other two knew that he cared more then he showed.
"Neither one of you are professionals. She needs professional help and possible medication to keep the suicidal tendencies in check." Saya was getting mad again, if the rise in her reitsu was anything to say about it, Nnoi watched as cracks, small ones formed in the wall and how her grey eyes had almost seemed gold. Placing a hand on her shoulder he squeezed. "I will not attempt therapy, I will not talk to a stranger and be judged. I will talk with these two here and whoever else I deem fit to help me. I will find my own way to let out the emotions. Now leave my room I wanna change and go the Fuck home!"
The therapist scowled But left knowing she couldn't force her to go, especially with the man Urahara backing her up and acting like her legal guardian. Nnoitora looked at saya and rubbed her back. "Settle down, I know ya wanna go home but Saya..you can't stay there anymore." He saw the horror fill her eyes then the guilt. "I'm sorry." "No need to be sorry, ya dad's a piece of shit and the fact that he didn't even help you when you needed it pushed you past the breaking point."
She slowly nodded, her father played a huge role in it, there was such a deep wound on her soul that it just couldn't seem to heal. "So you'll be living with me." She looked at him shocked. "Urahara is already packing up what you need and replacing what can be replaced....He's buying you a laptop, I don't know why he wouldn't tell me." Saya nodded slowly, "alright....I'll stay with you till im on my feet." He nodded and with that he and Ulquiorra left so she could change. The nurse went in one more time and wrapped it up and soon she was signing her discharge papers.
Thankful that her insurance had covered everything the three left. Shaking his head he placed his hand on her head and ruffled her hair. "I promise you lil Sis, you'll get through this, you'll get through this and be okay." She looked at him with that same empty gaze but he swore he saw some form of hope. "Urahara said you should try writing. It might help, and he'll be around later to talk with you some okay?" She slowly nodded and he watched as if on autopilot she started putting her stuff away, with a sigh he went downstairs his only hope that his sister would be able to overcome her demons and find a will to live.
*flashback end*
Feeling a smile form along his lips he started helping her look at houses that were actually near his place and he felt happy, years later his sister was alive, and well. While she had her demons she was still fighting. Saya for her part was excited, she was finally gonna be near her family and it gave her hope, hope that she could fight off her demons. And just like that another crack formed in her walls as the two discussed homes she could move into.