Beginning Again

Chapter 12

Chapter 12
  
     Grimmjow was sitting in his house looking through his mail when he saw his phone light up with a message. Looking over at his phone he saw that it was from Nnoitora. Putting down his mail he picked up the phone and read the message. 
    *nnoi-yo man I'm heading over, I checked on Saya, she's alive and now sleeping before ya ask. So I'll see ya roughly an hour.*
      *grimm-thats fine man, just let ya self in. See ya.*
    Sighing softly he went to go put his mail on the table, he was glad Saya was alright, yet he couldn't help but wanna see her, to spend an entire day with her like her did when they were partners. Sitting on his sofa he put his head in his hands and closed his eyes, thinking back to days when things were so much simpler.
     *flashback*
    It had been a few days since Saya's attempt at killing her father and he knew she needed space to clear her head and he respected that. He stayed as far away as he could but also within reason should she actually need him. He could tell even from a distance that something was eating her alive. Shrugging his shoulders he had walked over to the angry Espada. "So what's eating you alive?" She turned around, her grey eyes glassy and he froze, he had never seen her look so vulnerable. "Kitten?" She took a deep breathe before she spoke.
     "I wanted to kill him....I wanted so badly to murder him...and I would have had you not shown up to stop me." He frowned as he grabbed her chin and made her look at him. Stormy eyes clashed with icy blue and he stared at her. "Look I don't care if that man dies, if you ask me he probably would have fuckin deserved it. Yet I couldn't let it be you." "And why not! He was my issue!" He growled this time. "Because I won't let you dirty your hands with his blood!" She snorted "Im already stained with blood grimmjow!"
     This finally pushed him over the edge and he slammed her Into a wall. "No, not In that way you aren't. He was nothing more then a monster! And you....you are so much better then he ever will be! So why should I sit there and watch you murder someone who is so far beneath you!" Her eyes widened at this, Grimmjow had a point, and that scared her, it terrified her because she knew deep down how true it actually was. Her father was a monster, he didn't care what happened to her, he didn't care that she was nothing more then a child who was afraid and needed help.
    He hated the simple sight of her. Feeling the fight leave her Grimmjow slowly relaxed his grip. "I ain't sayin ya wrong fer wantin ta kill yer old man but I also know that you Saya are so much better then he ever will be." And without thinking he pulled her against him and just held her tight, what he didn't expect was for her to wrap her own arms around him and hide her face against his chest.
     With a low purr he just held her, occasionally running his fingers through her long hair, a smile forming and all he could this is how he wished this...this moment would last forever.
     *flashback Ends*
   Looking up he came out of his memory's at the sound of his door opening and closing, expecting to be Nnoitora he stood and went to greet him only to freeze in his spot. "Hello Grimmjow."