Beginning Again

Chapter 6

Chapter 6

  He blinked as he looked at her, while he knew he wanted to hear it come from Saya herself. "What do you mean?" He watched as she shifted and sat down on the steps while he continued to lean against the wall. "I mean what I said, it's fucked up, my dad and I don't talk, in fact it's a screaming match or cold stares when we see each other." He raised an eyebrow. "Doesn't that upset ya ma?" He watched the way Saya easily grimaced at that question. "I'm sure....if she was alive, she would disappointed in us." His eyes widened, he knew she was dead but to hear it from Saya, it hurt more then he though.
     "I'm sorry...I....I didn't know." She shrugged. "It's cool, ya had no idea, it's not something any of my brothers talk about." He nods. "What killed her if you don't mind me asking." Saya didn't speak for a few moments, instead she put out her smoke having finished it a second ago. He watched as she stood up and walked over to her car pulling the keys out from the bag that he realized didn't even leave her side. "Oi! Ya ain't leaving yet are ya?" She raised an eyebrow but walked to the back of her car and popped open the trunk before she grabbed her duffel bag. Once it was in her grasp did she close the trunk and walk over towards Grimmjow.
     "Nah I ain't leavin, with my luck it'll be late by the time they let me leave. So I always travel with a bag of clothes." He nodded at this. "Makes sense, wouldn't wantcha drivin in ta dark, especially if ya tired." She nodded as a form of reply before heading towards the door. "As for my mom....she was murdered." Blue eyes widened in horror as he watched Saya calmly walk in and close the door behind her.
    He knew all of this, he had been told everything, yet hearing it from the mouth of Saya herself it hurt. It hurt because he knew she was suffering and he didn't know how to help. Had this been when she was an Espada he would have easily taken her somewhere else to blow off some steam. But no one knew if she contained any remaining powers from her former life.
     Shaking his head he went inside and stopped at the door way of the kitchen as he heard Nnoitora and Saya speaking in low whispers.
    "Ya Alright Saya?" "I'm fine, remind me why I'm meeting this man?" Nnoi rolled his eyes. "I assume ya mean Grimmjow." Her eyes only narrowed. Nnoi grinned she was reacting the way she did when the two first met as partners. "Well Saya, ya two met cause I invited him over, and because I'm tired of seein ya have no one to talk to. Don't even try to say you can talk to us either." That effectively shut saya up.
    "Ya talk to us but it's like ya don't tell us everything and that's dangerous, ya need a person who you can literally go and rent to. Someone ya can let your walls down with. Someone who can be there and put ya back together." She was frowning this time, how did Nnoi know all of the pain she hid? "It hurts all of us when we realize we can not help you. So please....please give Grimmjow a chance here." Saya sighed, Nnoitora never begged and to hear him pleading with her to give this man a chance she had no choice but to simply agree.
     "Alright, I'll give it a shot. Now if ya don't mind I'm gonna go throw my shit upstairs till later ok?" He grinned at this. "Go for it." He watched as she left the kitchen and leaned against the counter. "Come in here Grimmjow because I know damn well you were listening." Grimmjow chuckled, the sound deep and dark and if Nnoitora hadn't been use to it, he probably would have been nervous. "Take it easy with her got it?" "I will. It's easy to tell she has her own demons to handle." Nnoi nodded. "Demons that haunt her every waking minute, so I'm saying be patient, start out as her friend."
      He wasn't prepared for the growl that Grimmjow let out after his final sentence. "Yes I know, I'll be as patient for as long as it takes, I lost her once, I won't lose her again. I ain't gonna let her lose to her demons. She is the one person I can and I will kill for. The one person I would do anything for. So if you're done reminding me I'm going to go find her and attempt to get to know her." And with that said he walked out of the kitchen leaving behind a shell shocked Nnoitora.