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TRIGGER WARNING!!! A poetic take on teen suicide, depression and eating disorders, written by a disordered kid.

Binge

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by puffpuff9

by puffpuff9

I binged today.

I promised myself I’d never do it again.

But here we are again.

So I hide all the food for the rest of the week.

Because now I weigh more than I did yesterday.

Fatter.

Bigger.

Huge.

I don’t deserve food.

I don’t deserve life.

Because I’m fat.

And ugly.

I take up too much space.

I don’t fit here on Earth.

Maybe if I do it right,

I can be thin too.