Yeh Malaal Ishq

Chapter 8

Arora House, Mumbai

Preeta pov:

She was again late. She knew that mom will worry again. She knew that if she got more late her mom will be angry. At last, she reached. Her mom was still awake. "Mom, its 11 p.m. Why didn't you sleep? " " I was waiting for you. Freshen up and I will bring your dinner." " Mom" "Preeta, I know you haven't eaten anything today. So please eat and go  to sleep." 

"After freshning up, she took the dinner in her room." She was anxious today. She was feeling like a storm was coming for her. She was afraid. She knew her sister blamed her. But her sister couldn't understand her pov? She was not like her sister. Her sister had forgiven him but she couldn't? She was restless because even she don't know what her hearts wants? She is in war with herself. Her heart still loves him. He is always in thoughts. Her mind can't forgive him?WHY GOD? What had she done that he was punishing her like these? She wanted to erase him from her memory. But like a forbidden fruit she could always have thoughts of him. She knew she was crying but she was lost. She just  wants to be free. She want everything like it was before. When he was present in her life. His smiles, his touch, his shyness she wanted everything back. But she knew everything can't be like it was before.  She knew the truth now. She misses him.

Teri yaad mein pagal pal-pal rota hai
Bin tere na jaage, yeh na sota hai
Aksar tanhaai mein tujhe pukaare
Na zor dil pe chale
Hare hare hare hum to dil se haare
Haare haare haare hum to dil se haare

She was watching the road from the window. And the day of engagement come into her mind That was the last day she had seen him. He had vanished after that. She knew the hurt it caused him but what about the hurt he caused her. Why Shrishti always see her as guilty? 'Because you didn't even give him time to explain. You just gave the decision. You should have listened to him' her subconcious whispered to her. He was guilty. 'Even guilty get one chance to tell his story. You didn't give him that also'.   

Ab jaane hum yeh pyaar kya hai
Dard-e-jigar mushkil bada hai
Sunta nahin kehna koi bhi
Dil bekhabar zid pe adaa hai
Samjhaaun kaise ise jaan-e-jaan
Haare haare haare hum to dil se haare
Hare hare hare hum to dil se haare

Why now she was was remembering everything. Everything was over. She fell to the floor crying. She just couldn't stop. Everything that happen that day come back to her. How he had asked for one chance and she had said 'NO'. She didn't want to listen. She didn't want these memories. It hurted her.She wanted to see him, to see if he still remembered her, if he still love her.  

Har aaina toota lage hai
Sach bhi hamein jhootha lage hai
Jaane kahan hum aa gaye hain
Sara jahan rootha lage hai
Kya dard dil ne diya, kya kahein
Haare haare haare hum to dil se haare
Haare haare haare hum to dil se haare

She knew him. She also knew that even if he come back it will be not for her. That thought hurt her. He was still in her thought. He was still the love of her life. But how could she forget everything .She was torn. She was sobbing.  She felt like she was on a crossroad. She didn't know which path to choose.  She fell asleep crying.

Hare hare hare hum to dil se haare
Haare haare haare hum to dil se haare