A week passed since Ink told me He was back.
I thought I killed him... I killed him so horribly... I mangled him! He couldn't have possibly survived! No one else was alive to help him! I made sure of that! We all did!
I growled, throwing a harsh punch into a modified punching bag.
He did so many horrible things to us... And he gets to come back and do it again!
Three more hits, each one getting harder than the last.
Why does he come back and live to terrorize us again, but not him! It was His fault that he died! He made us hurt each other! He made us hunt each other like dogs!
Why does he have to come back! Why can't he just leave me alone! Why must he be doing this! Why! WHY!
I fell to my knees, my vision swimming as the room changed... It changed into that damn death chamber... The floor forever stained red, the lights always dulled and flickering... The tall walls having large gashes and hole in them, exposing dangrous wires and such.
I closed my eyes, the drumming of heavy feet filling my ears... I could even feel it in the ground... I could feel the air grow thick... I could almost taste the tanginess of my blood like it was the first time...
I closed them tighter. My breathing coming out heavier. I felt that old fear and bloodlust crawl into my bones once again... But its never left... It probably never will... Not even if I kill him a thousand times, I would never lose it...
I covered my ears with my hands, lightly pressing my fingers onto my skull. I had to focus on something else, anything else!
"I-I count t-to one..." I softly whispered, my voice shaking. "I-I'm a-all done," I took a deep breath and continued. "I-I count t-to two,
Wh-what shall I do?
I count to three," I winced as the pounding of feet grew heavier, louder... Drowning me in... "What happened to me?" My voice broke as I felt tears run down my cheeks. God, why did you let this happen? "I count to four,
They've unlocked the door." The world started to feel different... Like a darkness was near me. "I count to five,
I must escape the hive." I had to escape... I couldn't stay... "I count to six,
The base is made of bricks." Bricks, hard to break, hard to burn... But everything is destroyed eventually. "I count to seven,
The one I love is in heaven." My eyes closed tighter, my fingers lightly curling on my skull. "I count to eight,
I must hurry or it's too late." The doors all would be locked if I didn't hurry... I had to get them... "I count to nine,
I'm to be assign..." I hated those days... I hated the abyss that always followed His orders... His rules and voice... "I count to ten...
They made me kill him..."
I gasped back a sob, my hands moving to my mouth... To my red scarf. I couldn't believe I did it... I had to do it, but why... Why him? Why him?! If God was real, why did they let me do it! Why didn't they stop that true monster!? Why create Him!
Why couldn't anyone stop me from killing my baby brother?
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Hell's Queen
FanfictionBeing an atheist has its perks. Mostly that you don't give a damn about anything, but what you think. It though can make it hard to believe that something like the Devil truely exsists. It also doesn't help that this atheist lives with four religou...