Hoseok: 28 May Year 22

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We didn't keep in touch much after our trip to the ocean. We didn't have a reason to talk to each other, really.

Seokjin and Taehyung has a fight. Jungkook just left. But I don't think that's the reason we stopped talking to each other. What was our problem?

Even though I was confused as to why we didn't talk anymore, I never reached out to talk to anyone. Because there wasn't a definite reason as to why we'd stopped talking, that seemed to be the reason in itself.

Whenever I think back to that day, I remember the wind and the sand it carried with it. Seokjin climbed that platform, Taehyung following him. We'd all watched them.

I felt like they'd done that already a long time ago. Deja vu? I think so. I felt uneasy.

And Jimin asked me a strange question:

"Doesn't this place look familiar? With that rock and the ability to grant wishes? You remember right?"

I didn't really answer him. I'd looked around. That was when the Deja Vu really settled in.

And then the wind picked up. It looked as if Taehyung and Seokjin were going to fall from the strong bouts of wind. Sand got in our eyes, so I was left feeling scared and anxious while covering my eyes. I was so so scared. Scared for Seokjin. And scared for Taehyung. And I couldn't even keep my eyes open to see if they were okay.

The wind eventually calmed down enough. Seokjin was climbing down, keeping his gaze on Taehyung, who stood on the platform with his head bowed.

Seokjin walked past us without a word and got into his car. He drove away without even saying goodbye.

Even if I'd tried to talk to him, there wasn't anything I could do for him.

That night we traveled back to SongJu. Seokjin left us stranded since he took the car. We didn't even have a place to stay.

Namjoon was the first to say we should go home. Everyone was quite disappointed. We wanted to stay at the beach, I think. But Namjoon finally got us to start walking.

And so our vacation ended. The expectations we'd built on this holiday crumbled like sand between our fingers as we walked home, becoming a disaster.

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