Jimin: 29 May Year 22

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I remember sitting in class. The sun hit the desk up front in a thin little beam, heating  up the wood. A teacher spoke in from of the class. I couldn't really hear them. I was sitting right at the back.

I wasn't paying much attention and instead I played with the sunlight shining onto my fingers.

My mom thought everything would be fine after going to the hospital. She wanted me to get a diploma, go study at a GED academy. But I couldn't do that. I hadn't gotten better grades.
I had no aspirations in life. The academy hasn't responded to my letters. There was nothing I could do.

I didn't want to study at an academy. Studying wasted my time. It was a burden to me. I didn't want to be around strangers. What if someone recognized me? What if they asked me why I hadn't been able to graduate high school?

I was scared. I didn't want to remember high school. I didn't want to dig up old memories. They'd only hurt me more.

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