Hello hater ❧ Ssamyul

thirty-two

Chaewon let out a deep sigh, her arms crossed are her eyes wander around. She came into the realization that she has little experience of taking care of people.  In most events in her life, she was taken care of, not all the way around.  At the very least, looking after her as she rest seems fine. What else could she do? She isn't that experience and so does she not remember how her Annie took care of her. 

She rested her back, flat from the wall. Her fingers fidgeting, she didn't expect it to be this hard to take care of someone although it's just a few minutes that have passed.

Soon after those boring but somewhat memorable hours of waiting, Chaewon heard a soft groan. She peeked at the younger to see if she had awoken. However, what she expected isn't what occurred. 

A drop of sweat flows down to her cheeks until it reaches the bedsheet. Her body shivering, flashing a face that surely says she's not alright. Tears started to drift down her soft cheeks, softly muttering words which Chaewon can't seem to hear.

Once she saw Yuri's state, she rushed towards the younger worried sick. It's rare that she is, Chaewon herself is aware of that too but it doesn't matter for now. What is important is to calm the younger than in this nightmare she might have.

"What do I do???" Chaewon asked herself, ruffling her hair in different directions. She would have at least learn about how her unnie handles these types of things, but she didn't care about it in the past. Now she regretted not caring so.

"Let's see...ughh, " she couldn't think of anything. Furthermore, she never got along with Yuri so she wouldn't know anything much about her like how to calm her down.

Yuri was still muttering in her sleep while the other thinks of a way to maintain things out as it was before. Once Chaewon could hear what Yuri has been mumbling all along, she stopped. Maybe she should take Eunbi's words and treat Yuri better.

Because even when Yuri is asleep, she kept apologizing. Not just simply to anyone but to Chaewon.
 
"I'm sorry Chaewon unnie... I didn't really mean to. I'm sorry. I'm really sorry"

Not realizing it, Chaewon also let out a tear. Guilt building up in her, making her weaker. But she has to stray strong. If not, then who will take care of her? She needs to repay the younger for what she had done.

With that, she finally learned to slowly appreciate Jo Yuri.