What's It Gonna Take

Chapter 20 🙃

Sha (pov )

It's been a few weeks since the fight at the club, since then nothin has changed if anything it got worse I think I've seen smoove a total of 4 times . Truthfully I'm happy he stay away if all we're gonna do is argue or take petty japs at each other all day .

Currently I was on my way to this little soul food diner to grab something to eat, I was starving haven't ate anything all day . I've been handling errands since my doctors appointment this morning I'm 16 weeks today & my lul baby was being stubborn like it's daddy . Even though I didnt find out the gender today i was still excited I got to see my baby & he/she is healthy that's all I could be thankful for .

I wish Smoove would've came with me today but it is what it is I guess that's something we'll get around to when we're not at odds . I'll just leave the sonograms on the dresser so he could look at em if he wanted . we actually haven't said anything to one another since I came home from the hospital.

I mean I guess he has a right to feel a way about the situation but let's be real he has shit he doesnt tell me too . Either way it goes I'm done trying if he won't even meet me half way.

I had my reasons for not saying anything it wasnt that big of a deal , now what he can be mad about is the fact that I fought her pregnant.

I honestly was deadass wrong but I'm sick of bitches coming at me side ways , I felt disrespected because she felt like she had one up on me because I'm pregnant. Aht the fuck aht right plan the real wrong bitch .

While I waited for my food I decided to get on Instagram see what they had goin on , I double tapped a couple photos before posting the one keema took of me lastnight at the park.

Killashaa

I didnt add a caption or anything I just posted it and closed the app , I still wasn't showing but wit my clothes off or a cami on you would think I just ate . 

After a good 15 minutes they finally was calling my order number . I couldn't wait to get home and body this mac & cheese , oxtails, cornbread and broccoli, I was even being greedy and got meat loaf an yams . Their food was always so good just by smelling the aroma of the food made my mouth water even more .

I really hope I could keep my food down this baby barely liked anything and it was annoying af sometimes because it's always the stuff I use to enjoy eating.

When I made it back to our condo I seen Cornell's car parked, I'm glad I actually was being greedy and ordered 2 plates ,I still made sure he was fed if he came home .

I got out grabbing all my belongings then heading up to the 30th floor . Walking in I didn't see him in the living room so I kept goin to the kitchen to start eating . Getting   into the kitchen I seen him grabbing a water out the fridge then shut it .

I was debating on if I should be the bigger person an say something or not . After taking my food out and grabbing a fork I decided on speaking .

" I went to the the doctors today!" I finally spoke up after he started to head out . He stopped walking and he turned around so I kept talking . " i didn't  find out what I was having the baby wouldn't open the legs up."