"Lost Boy"

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I've never stopped to consider
    Why I keep taking this train every morning
        Why I'm getting up so early at dawn before everyone else
            Why I'm cleaning up my mother's messes for her
                Why I'm trying to prove I'm not my father
                    Why I'm always at home nowadays

I've lost the meaning I used to hold in these rituals
    What happened to the kid who used to walk to school
        What happened to the boy who used to wake up late every day
            What happened to the irresponsible kid with no concern for others
                What happened to the child who strived so hard to be his father
                    What happened to the teen who used to run away from home

I've lost the person I was
    The person that once existed
        The person I used to like
            The person I was proud of
                The person that got boasted about
                    The person others liked

I've become just a lost boy
Who no one knows anymore

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