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Someone You Loved - Songfic

Someone You Loved by Lewis Capaldi.

I thought of Kotlc when I heard this song.

On with the story!

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I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to save me

Sophie's emotions were spiraling downhill into a panic attack, but there was no blue breeze to save her. Never again.

This all or nothing really got a way of driving me crazy

Will he come back? Will he not? What is he doing? Questions in Sophie's head were spiraling around as her mind slowly cracked.

I need somebody to heal

She couldn't save him.

Somebody to know

She didn't know where he went.

Somebody to have

She couldn't have him in life or death.

Somebody to hold

Was there anything left for her to hold on to?

It's easy to say

Just continue to say "I'm fine."

But it's never the same

Nothing will ever be the same.

I guess I kinda liked the way you numbed all the pain

The breezes that kept her together numbed all the pain of being alive.

Now the day bleeds
Into nightfall (lolol nightfall hehe)

The sun went down the second he stopped breathing and will never rise again.

And you're not here
To get me through it all

Why did he leave? Sophie didn't understand why he wasn't here, and why it hurt so much.

I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug

The second Sophie looked away, that stubborn, idiot elf ran off to fight something bigger than him.

I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

He had told her he loved her the day before. She was getting used to the idea, and found his emotions were reciprocated. It's too bad she didn't get to tell him.

I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to turn to

Who could Sophie trust more than him? Not even Fitz. The idiot elf and Sophie had a deeper connection than Cognatedom. Who would she talk to now?

This all or nothing way of loving got me sleeping without you

She was ready to give him her all, but he's gone.

Now, I need somebody to know

Where did he go?

Somebody to heal

How will she heal?

Somebody to have

She should have known she couldn't have him.

Just to know how it feels

She knew how it felt, she just took it for granted.

It's easy to say but it's never the same

I love you. Those words will never feel the same.

I guess I kinda liked the way you helped me escape

He helped her escape from the fear and pain of her abnormalities and bullies. A couple jokes a day and she was free for a while.

Now the day bleeds
Into nightfall

It will be dark forever.

And you're not here
To get me through it all

How does she live without him?

I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug

Why did he come the second her back was turned?

I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

She never told him she loved him too.

And I tend to close my eyes when it hurts sometimes

Sophie closed her eyes and pretended he was still here.

I fall into your arms

She held onto his memory.

I'll be safe in your sound 'til I come back around

He was real until knocking came and concerned faces entered her room to ask how she is. "I'm fine."

For now the day bleeds
Into nightfall

She is not fine.

And you're not here
To get me through it all

But nobody would know except for him.

I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug

She should have left Ro behind to keep an eye on him.

I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

She was preparing for a life of just her and him, forever.

But now the day bleeds
Into nightfall

He's gone.

And you're not here
To get me through it all

What will I do without him?

I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug

She should have known he would come after them.

I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

Why?

I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

He's gone.

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Should I change it so he's actually dead?

I did it anyway lol

Hope you liked it!

Requests?

I watched Frozen 2 yesterday.

Smile!

-Spider-Keefe