The Vow

12. Changes...Moving on

Tyler’s pov:

It’s been four weeks now since Justin left me, and everything feels so empty, like my other part is missing. I can’t eat or sleep. Cailin and Shane have tried everything for me to eat but I just can’t. Jason and Jayla are staying with Pattie at her hotel because I don’t want them to see me like this. I tried to take my life that day, I can’t live without Justin and I was crushed. Pattie had found me though and convinced me to stop what I was doing. When she found me I had bought some sleeping pills and abottle of vodka and I had already swallowed 15 pills but she put her fingers down my throat and made me throw up everything in my system. She then yelled at me before breaking down and held me tight as we both cried.

She cheeked up on me every day plus my mom and Ryan was babysitting me so I wouldn’t do something stupid again. She had called my mom when I had fallen asleep in her arms that night. She had told my mom everything and boy did I hear from her after, even from Ryan he yelled at me and then hugged me tight letting me know he was there for me. 

I don’t know how to handle this but I know I have to move on. It’s been three weeks since Justin was cleared from the hospital and he came here and packed all of his stuff and in three hours all his stuff was gone and worst was, because Alex was with him. Jason didn’t understand why his daddy had taken all his stuff but he was excited he got one more room now, because the apartment Justin bought was massive. Justin had explained for Jason that Justin and I weren’t together anymore and Jason didn’t like it but he said he loved us both very much, Jayla just cried when she saw Justin and Alex leave, she hated seeing her dad leave.

Justin had been seen out with his team, he had started his practice again and his fans were over joyed.

Today I was going to a very important meeting at work but I really wasn’t up for it at all because yesterday our divorce papers came, I hate it, but I have to keep working and making money, plus I was thinking of moving back to Canada to get away from everything. The reason I was considering it was because they offered me the VD place in Canada at our company so I’m really thinking about it. Plus it would be good to come back home meet my old friends and hopefully I can get over Justin slowly there.

“Hey Ty, Kells is wondering if you can drop her of at Justin’s, Jason and Emory are over there and she wants to play with them and stay the night so, Can you drop her off when you leave for work?” Shane asked me.

“Erh yeah sure I guess” 

“Thanks, Kells pack your bags Tyty is taking you to daddy” She said and I packed my bag and sat down by the table. I turned my head and saw a picture of me and Justin by the pool kissing and my tears started to fall. I missed him so much. If that truck driver was still alive I would have killed him with my bare hands because he took MY Justin away from me. Because it was true Justin wasn’t Justin anymore, and that killed me. I missed my baby so much but he doesn’t exist in that body anymore. Justin was always open and talked about everything, now it’s the opposite. I tried to hug him one time when he was here packing all his stuff but he didn’t let me. I was soon pulled out from my thoughts when Kelly came walking in with her small bag.

“Ok Tyty I’m ready to leave now” She said and I wiped my tears and smiled at her.

“Ok princess let’s go” I said and hugged Shane goodbye and Kelly ran out to my car and jumped in.

When we came to Justin’s building my heart stopped.

“Ok Kells I’m gonna call daddy and he will come down alright” I said and dialed Justin’s number.

“Alex on Justin’s phone” I heard and my heart sank.

“Hi it’s Tyler can you tell Justin to come down and pick up Kelly” I said.

“Well, he’s in the bathroom giving Jason a bath, but I’ll go down and get her” Alex said and I just said a low ok, then we hung up.

“Ok Alex will come down and get you” I said and she jumped high saying yeah.

“I like Alex he tells funny jokes” She said and then she saw Alex and jumped out of the car.

“Bye Tyty thanks for driving me” She said and I said no problem and she ran in to Alex’s arms and they walked in to the building.

I drove to my work after I got to the meeting in time. I walked in and sat down in my seat.

“Ok good morning everyone, this meeting was supposed to be next week but we had to move it to now, so Garret is here from Canada to let us know some pretty big changes including one of us. Garret the word is yours” My boss said to this man.

“Well thank you Mike, as you all know we need a new VD in Canada and that is because I’m retiring so the person who will replace me is from this office and we asked you earlier but now it is a promotion and we are so impressed with his work even if he has been through hell lately so I here now announce Tyler Bieber as our new VD in Canada and you will transfer there next month” The man said and everyone started applauding and I just sat there shocked.

“Tyler are you ok?” My co-worker asked me.

“I am, just very shocked and really honored like thank you so much, I do need a change and moving back to Canada will be good for me, so thank you so much and I will do my best to keep your work as it is; perfection” I said and they all congratulated me and we had a good day at work. Well before when they asked me I still had a choice but I guess I don’t anymore, but I’m happy. I called my mom and let her know and of course she was happy but worried.

When I came home I told Cailin and Shane and they were happy but sad that I was moving, but they understood it. Ryan was happy I was coming back home and he told me, that guys would be drooling after me back home so he actually made me laugh which was nice.

I knew I had to tell Justin because as I said before I had received our divorce papers yesterday and it said we had shared custody of the kids but Jason would be living with Justin and Jayla with me. I took the papers and walked back out to my car and drove to Justin’s apartment and when I was outside everything felt so surreal. It wasn’t supposed to be like this and I wish I could change it but I can’t.

I pushed the button of the gate door waiting for him to answer.

“Hello” I heard Justin say and my heart stopped.

“Hey it’s me, Tyler, I have the papers plus I have to tell you something” I said and he pushed the gate button and I could come in.

As I opened the door I saw Alex playing twister with Em and Jason, Kelly was asleep on the couch.

“Hi” I said and Justin let me in he had Jayla on his arms sleeping.

“How are you?” He asked me, but I ignored him, he put Jayla down on the other couch and we walked to his kitchen.

“Here are the papers they are filled in, and I’m doing ok I guess” I said and he took the papers.

“I’m so sorry Tyler” Justin said and we sat down by his table.

“It will be hard to get over you, but I will try, and since I’m moving back to Canada hopefully I can” I said and I saw his face fell.

“You’re moving back to Canada?” He asked me and I nodded.

“Yeah they offered me the new VD place so I took it, I’m moving next month” I said and he smiled a little.

“Well I’m happy for you, does this mean Jayla is moving with you?” he asked fumbling with his fingers.

“I guess so” I said and Justin’s face fell.

“Is it because of me you’re moving?” he asked.

“I’m not gonna lie here, yes a part is, I hope you understand that”

“I do, so when will she come here visit me?” Justin asked.

“Breaks I guess, and same goes for Jason, I will have him every break” I said and he nodded.

“I’m really sorry Tyler” he said and I just stood up and walked to him.

“So am I, but we can’t change it, but if you remember anything at all, please call me” I said and kissed his cheek and I walked out leaving my old life behind me and focused on the new one. I kissed Jayla goodbye then said goodbye to Jase, Em and Alex before I left, and then walked out to my car and there I just broke down.

How will I move on?