Connected (GirlxGirl)

11. Georgia

It's been three days since the incident with Darcy. I was still in bed. I refused to go to school because I couldn't control my emotions. I was crying all the time. And nothing or no one would be able to make me get up.

Why did she push me away? This feeling hurt so bad. I just wanted it to go away. I knew that she was upset. That she needed me, but how did you go to someone who didnt want you near them? This pain was even more worst then when I found her in her car. But I couldn't go get her. She didnt love me. My heart hurt even more.

I didnt bother to look at who came in my room. I already knew that it was my mother. Some how I felt she knew my pain. Not to extent that I was feeling it from but she knew what I was going threw. I looked at her when she sat in front of me on my bed.

"How are you feeling?"

"Terrible mom. It's not getting any better." I whimpered.

"You're really going to make yourself sick if you don't get up."

"I can't get up mom. I can't move." I wrapped my arms around my stomach and groaned. "Mom she's hurting..."

"Well so are you. You can't put yourself threw this anymore. I'm worried about you."

"I can't cut it off mom. I've tried and I keep trying with no luck. Did you go back to her place?"

"Shes not there honey. The tree fell into her apartment remember?" I groan out as if in physical pain. It certainly felt physical. "Get up and go to school. Maybe moving around and being around other people will help."

"That's not going to help mom."

"Get up Georgia. I hate seeing you like this. You need to move around. Moving around will allow your brain to focus on other things."

"But mom..."

"Get up now young lady." She said in that clam voice. It wasn't so much the calmness of her voice but the way she looked at me. My mother never raised her voice but she always gave me a certain look that told me I better obey her. Knowing that she wasn't playing I nodded my head. Damn. Today was going to be a long day.

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Darcy

There she was. Finally. Why didn't she come to school for three days? I needed to talk to her. Tell her that I did love her and that I needed her. I prayed to God that she wasn't angry at me.

I forced myself to wait until lunch time to go to her. I knew she went to her locker during lunch so I waited. Not at her locker but close by. And just like I predicted here she come. But she wasnt alone. Ryan was with her. What was she doing with him? Didnt they brake up? After what he did to her she still was talking to him? Damn she moved on fast. Or did she even move on at all? Fuck.

I watched them. I still wanted to make my move. I didnt care if she and Ryan were back together. I at least needed to talk to her. Damn why did Ryan have to be near her. The least drama the better and this boy was certainly a drama boy.

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Georgia

I sighed as I absently searched threw my locker. I use my locker as an excuse to get away from Ryan but he followed me like a lost puppy. He honestly thought we were still together. After what he did and he didnt even check up on me not once. Not a call or anything. Something told me that he was sleeping with one of my girl friends anyway. I seen them hugged up this morning. They tried to hide it but it was too late. I seen but acted as if I hadn't. I didnt care though. He was a loser and so was she. Darcy was right about them and deep down I knew that she was right but I was in my own world.