Connected (GirlxGirl)

6. Darcy

Damn this nieve girl. All day I've been controlling my need and want for her and then she comes and torture me with her closeness. My plams where sweaty and I shook slighty

"Why does this girl have this effect on me?" I said to myself as I lean against the bathroom sink. I'm too scared to look at myself through the mirror afraid I might see the weakness in my face the way I felt it.

Why do she moan my name? Does she know that she does it? Does she know that she drives me crazy? If only she knew that I sat and watched her as she slept for a few minutes. The need to be near her was insane. When I thought I hurt her feeling and she stormed off I immediately followed her but waited until she was asleep before entering. I can't be near her. I have to put distance between us. Being here was a mistake.

I rinsed my face with warm water. Took a deep breath and mentally ready myself for this sexual battle.

I walk back into the living room and seen her sitting there waiting. She couldn't touch me. Going to the other end of the cough I sit down my eyes on the tv. I can't look at her but I know that she is watching me. I slid my fingure threw my hair and forced my eye to stay focused on the television.

"Darcy." I swallow hard I look down at my shaky hands then over at her. "You don't want me to touch you?"

"I want nothing more then for you to touch me Geroge."

"Why are you over there then?" At the time the roar of the thunder sounded and she rushed towards me and I smile.

"Such a scary cat."

"I can't help it." I pull her to me because as much as I didn't want her near me the need for her to be near me was a lot stronger.

Her back is pressed against my chest and I rest my chin on top of her head and breath in her sent.

"I got you beautiful." Not caring anymore I slid my hand under the shirt she has on. I can feel her tense but she immediately relax after. My fingers lightly grase her stomach.

"What are you thinking?" I ask.

"Nothing. Just laying here with you." Pushing her hair to the side I nuzzle her neck and she sighs. I know that she doesn't want me to, but she needs me to. The need is ten times stronger.

Moving my hand futher up I cup her breast and she moans and places her hand on top of mine.

"I'm not gay." She sighs out.

"This is so much more than sexuality Georgie. We're connected. I know you can feel it. I'm tired of fighting it. I need you to stop fighting it also." I then felt her body relax a lot more. I pressed her body firmly against mine and she reached up caressing the side of my neck driving me even more crazy. I then nipped her neck and she gasp and turn in my arms wrapping her arms around my me. She kiss each eye then my cheeks and I patently wait to feel her lips against mine. I know the feeling will be electrifying. Dear God. She grazed her lips against mine teasing me. I felt the tip of her tongue touch my top lip and just when I was ready to devour her mouth a crashing nose stops us in our track.

God is not on my side. I thought as I place her aside and go to check out the nose but she quickly grabs my hand.

"What if someone broke in?"

"In this weather Beautiful? I doubt it. I'm pretty sure it was a window or something."

"Exactly. What if they broke it trying to come in?" Leaning over I kiss her phorehead and smirk.

"Wait here. I'll go check it out." She grabs my arm more firmly and stands also.

"I'm coming with you." I give a nod because now was not the time to argue about it. My love was a fraidy cat. Wait did I just say love? Hell yeah you said love and you know you fuckin love her so don't you dare deni it. Taking her hand I kiss the back of it. I couldn't take advantage of her. It was more than that and I needed for her to know that and willingly give into me without me trying to convince her. It had to be her one hundred percent.