The power of love

Consider me gone now

Jennifer's POV
It's been two days since Alex and I have that fight. I'm still so angry with him but I miss him so much. Leah hasn't called me yet, she's probably more upset with me because I didn't tell her anything about the whole "Alex thing". I'm going to work soon but I have to go to Alex's first and apologizing for the things I said even though I'm still angry about the decision he made.
I get dressed quickly and I leave the house, my kids are off to school so I don't have to go through the times for bed and homework this time.

I drive to Alex and I'm trying to think of what to say other than yelling at him or the "accident".

At Alex's place
I ring the bell and his daughter Ella opens.
"Hi Ella , where is your dad?" I ask while hugging her
"Oh, not again. I thought you two were done." Natasha says
"Hi to you too" I say
"He's at the office." Ella says
"Remind me of the place again" I say
"Straight, left, last door." Ella says heading to the kitchen
"Thank you " I say rushing there without even taking my coat off

I take a deep breath before entering just to calm myself. I walk and I see Alex masturbating to some people having sex. I'm so fucking angry that my hands are shaking.

"ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS?? Porn?" I yell scaring him. I even forgot that there's kids in the house still.
"Jen... I didn't know you would be here" he says closing his laptop and starts cleaning up.
"I'm sorry Jennifer.... Last time it got pretty heated and I thought you-" he says before I cut him off
"What? Broke up with you? Really? Just because of a god damn argument? You're going to act like it's all over because of a fight?" I say and I can hear my voice starting to crack
"Jen, pls I was lonely and I was missing you. I had no choice." He says
"No choice but to cheat?? Who are you kidding?" I say angrily
"Well technically I didn't cheat. You left me and the last thing you said sounded like "I'm done" and it's not like I was physical with this one" he say
"This one? So there's more?" I say
"Well... Jen you've gotta understand. I thought you didn't want to be with me anymore and so I tried to forget you for a sec and some blonde chick just offered me a dance what was I supposed to do. You shouldn't have left in the first place" he says
"I'm really sorry for "leaving" you, I should never have done that " I say in my mooost annoying voice
"But do you know what else I'm sorry about? bothering you, bothering all this time, BOTHERING you right now. Consider me gone from now on. And this time I won't Bother you again, you can fuck whatever blond chick you like" I say and leave the office
"Jennifer wait" he says but I don't give a shit anymore

I walk past both his kids and they are looking at me shocked as if they heard the conversation.
"Well that was quick 😏😏" Natasha says as I walk to the door
"Stop it, can't you see she's crying?" Ella replies as I walk out

I'm in my car about to drive. I turn the radio on so that I don't hear myself crying. I have to go to work but I can't go like this. Right now I just want to be with Leah but she's not talking to me. I just want to sink into the ground now. I just drive myself to work.

I'm half way there and I can feel how my heart is beating out of my chest. I drive a bit more and then pull over somewhere. Fuck there a paparazzi here I have to drive home, I can't go to work looking like this.

I drive home. I want to talk with my mother but I don't want her to worry about me. I'd like to call Leah but I'm afraid she won't pick up. I suddenly get a call from Elaine. I just ignore it. Right after I get a call from Alex. I ignore it too. But then he texts me.

Texting
"Jennifer I'm sorry" he writes
"Can we pls talk about it? I didn't mean to " he adds
"Again, I'm sorry. I love you, please forgive me" he writes
"GO TO HELL YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE🤬🤬🖕🖕🖕" I reply and then block his number on my phone.

Alex's POV
"Dad why was miss Lopez crying when she left?" Ella asks
"Did you breakup with her?" She adds
"No baby it's not that" I say
"She broke up with him, that's why she was crying. Besides being a diva breaking up with guys are the things she does the most and is best at " Natasha says smiling
"To do your room tashi" I say

I try to call her again but it seem like she's blocked me or something. I have to talk to her Somehow. Oh god what did I do....

To be continued........
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