Oh, you scrutinize eyes are like thorns
that reach deep into the heart
like you are wanting to inflict pain my way
when will your hate end?
Do you comprehend?
you are influencing sin.
I have seen the world play out in my own writer's eye,
where so many thoughts run through my mind,
I pinned down all my painful woe
just for the world to read what it is I bleed
my diary is full of deep tragedy.
Oh, how the despair always comes around,
but no one really ever cared
I held up my share,
I felt the sorrows that cut deep within.
Tonight as I write my famous lines,
I could see a red velvet moon,
wrapped around the stars lat at night
in the autumn sky.
I have fallen down on my knees,
while my heart bleeds
Praying for Jehovah God to easy my pains
and to look over me, and give peace.
from those scrutinize eyes,
They are always watching me.
I'm on the floor curled up in pain,
I raised up in the pouring rain
where all my tears fall like raindrops,
So, I pinned down another phrase
where every verse would be seen in the reader's eyes.
- Judy Emery © 1980The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
