Here in the dark
I can hear people laughing
like they are crazy
I can hear cries from behind the wall's
down from the halls
I feel so alone
crying in silents
while I am sitting in the dark
the rain is pouring down
I'm crying out loud
but no one hears a sound
because they are crying with me
I try talking without any words
because the eyes can say plenty
the pain is cutting deeper inside me
can anyone hear me?
I feel I'm dying in this darkness
I know I am in a big mess
everything just seems so gloomy
while others think it's funny
to see me acting like this
Oh, how I count the day's
I pray for this sadness to go away
I mark down my painful times
and try to make my words rhyme
Can anyone hear me
I cry deep within
when anyone sees me
they have to look sideways
then look back an try to attack
but they don't scare me
I am already broken
so when they finish talking
I will show them what I got for them
I stud up and they started to make a fuss
I started shooting
I'm here in the dark
I don't need another mark
But if you keep messing with me
I will make you SCREAM
Can anyone hear me
I am dying in this pain
Oh, I am crying out loud in the rain
People are laughing
but they are not funny
they are acting crazy
I hear the cries from behind me
I think they understand me.
- Judy Emery © 1998The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
