Oh, my love, I can still feel your presence
I can still almost taste your last kiss
your touch I still hunger for so much
the years and tears are passing with time
I tried so hard to shake off your indifference
My mind is holding every memory
I have so much I want to say
But it's too late now
Oh, how I cry so loud
I pray somehow things will work out
But how? when it's all over now
I hear you in the whispering wind
I hear you in the quiet of the night
I try so hard to get you off my mind
but my life is always apart of you
No matter how confused I get
about this painful darkness
I see you in my dreams
I cry for you to hear me
But how could you?
you could no longer fight
for what is happening to me
it's isn't your fault that I am broken
it's not your fault I will never let love find me
I cry so loud for the world to hear me
I miss you
I love you
I need you
I don't know how to live life without you
I'm drowning in this pain
the rain is every day
in the silence, I talk with you
but you could never hear me
I'm lost in a crowd where tears fall
where the grass is the greenest
and the roses are red and sweet
I am having a hard time to speak
can anyone hear me?
can anyone feel my pain?
Please take this sorrow from me
I feel I can no longer breath
We could of hard a life together
Oh, we almost did
we could have dance in love forever
but somehow we still are
I miss your laughter
Oh how it haunts me
among autumn leaves
I hunger for your words
your kiss
But all that I once have known of long ago
is only a memory
that keeps eating away at me
you're everywhere I look
you still have my heart hooked
I reach out to touch you
in all the red and yellow leaves
while you sleep
I'm desperate for your warmth
but all I have is an empty bed
I hold on to your pillow
where I flood it in tears
I know it's time to let you go know
but my heart won't let me
you left me all alone
every year
every season
you are my reason to keep moving on
I wanna feel your loving touch
but again maybe I am.
- Judy Emery © 2004 The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
