I remember feeling so exhausted
my life had changed completely,
I tried so hard to let you go
but my heart won't let me.
Your memories will always be
that shining start that burns deep within me,
My life isn't living life the way I should
it is hard for me to move on in life without you in it.
I feel my temperature of life had risen,
I've sung our song,
I dance along on those summer sands
where life was so grand.
I try so hard to ease my pain,
but all I have left is the rain,
where the memories play on my mind
most of the time.
I cry at night in my sleep,
I see your face,
my poor heart starts to break,
I dream about you ~ soon get confused.
I'm at the crossroad of letting you go,
I stand in the middle of the cemetery
and look all around me.
I start to cry because so many have lost their lives.
It was early evening when I had left you a red rose,
I let all my tears flowed sometime ago,
and still, my heart won't let you go.
-Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
